how far along...

God its been quite while..
I just remembered a whole load of trash..
Well to sum it up...

IT HAS BEEN DOWNHILL ALL THE WAY SINCE FORM 3..

and now..im a bigger bum..
lazier, more anti-social, stupider, fatter...? i doubt so..surprisingly i didnt get fatter wtf
ciggs, alcohol, the once in a life time bong ( Note* ONCE IN A LIFETIME!)..
ive fucked quite a few years away...
my studies are getting shittier..
everytime i see my sister studying..
Its like " Fuck...she's already working and she's still studying so freaking hard.."

Great..and now my parents are spending heaps just for me to study.
Its not really any fun being here...
Ive counted roughly that they spend 500 a day just for me to sit my dumb ass in that college for me to get smart..
and that's not even including my allowance..
yet i still can afford to waste some on fags..

I feel so damn guilty rite now for skipping class to go play pool in the city...
which was meant to last a month
Ahh...talk about getting ur self-esteem getting trampled on...
I feel like shit and the persistent headache is just doing miracles for me...
Simply fantastic how i regret the last 4 years of my life...

Besides that...i haven't been eating much..cant really be bothered to eat..
I still dont understand how i still get so much energy to be able to go jogging this afternoon..
Ermm...Tomorrow is a holiday..Australia Day
All the more reason for me to screw up my routine sleeping time..

*sigh* this is some serious demoralizing shit right here..
Here's a list with all the stuff im supposed to accomplish while im stuck here
-get good grades (this is a bloody must!)
-stop wasting money
-not skip class
-stop smoking
-swear less
-buff up
-score with a hot chick *optional*

I guess that's all for now...don't wanna start goin all schitzo and fuck up my life even more...
btw...memories are such fucking problematic bitches


give me a break

Tracks on repeat : Andain - Make me, Mika - Take it easy, Paul Glazby - Beautiful, Miley Cyrus - See you again, and Godskitchen Anthem CD


It really sucks when it rains in the morning, i'm stuck waiting at the bus stop all wet and miserable...
and on the way back it rains again...that's just the most fucked up thing i reckon.
To top it all off ive got this major headache..
Melbourne has got some bitchy weather.. Its supposed to be the middle of summer and its cold.
Weather aside...I'm hiding in my room and fucking shivering..
Nothing much to do since the main course hasn't begun..
I seriously cant be fucked to touch maths right now..
The things i would do to get something to warm me up...
Probably a shot or 2 of the absolut peach vodka standing so proudly in the kitchen would do the trick.
But i doubt it would go unnoticed..
I feel like a really big cheapskate..recycling the same tea bag for 2 days straight..
Its practically drained of all its flavour and yet i still keep pouring hot water into the cup so damned religiously.
Still waiting for my sis to come back with her bf...I think he's trying to sell off his Z4..
I wouldnt mind taking it for another illegal drive around the block lol.. Its the best car ive driven so far..
gonna miss it..and its not even mine..

Oh i already miss the food in malaysia..the malaysian food here is just a far cry from the real stuff back home..
Oh and did I mention that the dunhill here is way smoother compared to the malaysian one??
Anyways scratch that...don't really know what to whine about now..
HOPEFULLY there would be more hot chicks coming for the main course...
Heard from a friend that quite a number of girls frm sri kdu are coming..cant be that bad i guess lol..
The girls in the extended courses are all pigs...
Those from SG are either too fucking fat or too fucking ugly!
As for the HK girls...lets just say there is a wide variety of pork chops and they just add to the selection.
Only 1 girl frm malaysia...and she's short!!! well she's rich..but i couldnt give a fuck.
The rest of em...lets just say they just add more flavour to the already wide range of pork chops lol!

Anyways gonna catch the simpsons on tv now...
They air it everyday!!! What could i wish more for...
Oh and they have South Park on Monday nights too...
SWEET~! ohhhkayyyy ciao!

maths is a bitch and will forever be a worthless bitch

Quick post...
TRIGONOMETRY IS A FUCKING PAIN IN THE ARSE!!
wait wait wait..doesnt sound right.
TRIGONOMETRY IS WORST THAN THAT!!
waittt..now this doesnt make sense..
TRIGONOMETRY IS A MOFUCKING WASTE OF TIME AND THE BIGGEST PAIN IN THE ARSE!!
ahhh shite..screw it..you should bloody well get the point ya yanks..
ciao

that's just how life can screw you over

Its been raining the whole day...
The sky is as gloomy as ever..
Its cold and quite...
The same old thing keeps troubling me...
Speak bout depressing...
This is like the perfect setting for getting someone to commit suicide..


Some pics i said i'd publish up..

The sister and the dude..
The bed

The wardrobe

Outside

My favourite place..

?

The kitchen
Outside
Chill zone

Man's finest creation...the dishwasher!

krispy kreme...puts the mm in yummy!

Melbourne...great place with horrible weather!
when they tell you it can have 4 seasons in 1 day..
They weren't fucking kidding!

Anyway before i get on..Lets clear something up
Aly..
No im no dead and i wont be for another 55-65 years??

Weelllll melb is great...
everything costs 3 times as much meaning its a fucking pain to stay here..
i hardly eat nowadays, smoke less.., take shorter showers, watch less tv...
you should get my drift..
The people here...well lets just say they make malaysians look like fucking degenerate trash..they are just too damn friendly..
Even i get tired of acknowledging their greetings all the time..
Graffiti is really almost everywhere...
People here drive better cars...you dont get those cheap upgraded cars like back in malaysia..
Impreza's are really common...unlike in m'sia..
Its like you either drive a good car or an average car..
And..those pimped up cars like how ppl in malaysia pimp up their myvi's and shit..
you just can't compare their fully sick branded-ass cars to a myvi anyday!!

Everything just seems much better than back in Malaysia..
Weather,people,cars...
Life here is wayyy laidback..everyone is so easy-going..
Oh and gloria jeans in my opinion...is heaps better than starbucks =S
I've got a feeling rina is gonna trash my ass whn she sees this...

Dont really know what else to write right now.
might upload some pics frm my sister's cam..
now fuck off lol