i need pain killers!

The past few days have been plain LOUSY!
Its been quite awhile since i've had these kinda days...
Rite now i'm kinda hoping for some bloody miracle to happen =(
Well i should have seen some stuff coming..actually i've already seen it and yet i refuse to accept it..
Shit im fucking blinded...
*sigh* i guess my feelings were meant to stay locked up..
Got nothing more to say...
ciao ppl~!