i fucking hate hamlet..

alrite I dont know why im writing this crap now..
since ive got my drama 2mr...and im fucked over..
me and some friends namely fadz, carmen and henrik were translating the monologue into bm..

hope u enjoy our rotten bm..

Saya tahu saya meletup. Saya tak dapat mengengamnya. Dan bila saya membebel. saya lihat kat luar, seorang budak, 16 tahun, sedang menguap dan mengoyang kaki(jiggling?) dan membaca programnya dan saya nak cakap hey budak! saya dengan kamu, saya tak tahan ini juga. tapi saya tak dapat buat itu, jadi saya berasa teruk dan teruk, just* lemas. dan saya berfikir, saya bukan Hamlet, saya bukan pelakon, apa saya buat kat sini? dan saya tiba kat soliloquy*, kerja besar, dan saya befikir, oh allah(subs for christ?) ke neraka dengan ini, buat saja!

untuk jadi atau untuk tak jadi, itu soalannya;
whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer(how 2 translate?!?!)
the slings* dan anak panah of outrageous fortune(dont think hamlet is made for bm)
atau untuk ambil tangan against laut masalah
dan berlawan, tamat mereka.

dan saya berterus, saya tamat ucapan itu, dan saya tengok kat luar, budak itu sedang dengar. semua penonton - complete silence(diam meh?) seluruh fokus. dan saya jadi Hamlet. dan ia berterus untuk 10 saat, dan saya ke neraka. saya tinggal kat sana. tapi untuk satu bit itu, satu ucapan itu, saya dapatnya..

and yes..im gonna act that out in a freakin monologue in front of 2 teachers..
wtf.com.au much? well everyone has too..and i wonder whether anyone did the transvestite monologue..

geez..after this week its intensive studying for me..2 weeks of pure hard ass studying..and yes..its good..it builds character..that is if u wanna be a psychotic serial killer! but its only 2 weeks..ill prob start downing red bull and sports drinks like well...ironically water.

anyways ciao bums!

extras

Yes i know i haven't been updating..
and my valid reason which you all have to accept for me not bloody updating is...
im doing my dumbshit HoI essay LAH!!!
and then there's the monologue thing which i have yet to get started on..
In addition, there's another stupid essay on its way..
as well as the exams..shite la!
what kind of retarded college has its exam on a saturday morning la!
C'MON!! you actually expect us to write a friggin long essay in 3 hours on a saturday morning?
oh and u expect it to be good summore!?!?
i say u can go fuck the floor la.. im so gonna get my sis to drop me off..
i cant be bothered to wake up at 7 in the morning on a saturday and take a 20 min train ride to the city..

anyways..im done with my hoi essay d!! well almost la..just need to write the lousy bibliography!
err..well im broke as usual..
bought the sis a cardigan for her bday..
and i was abit naughty la..went into fcuk and came out with a 70 dollar shirt *heeeheee*
well i needed it..since ive been wearing the same 2 shirts all the time..
therfore, my reason is justified..

oh oh...lit tutorial was like soo emo la.. *nudges carmen*
and if any of u ppl by any chance think im related to the old dude in 'extra'
im not laahhh...believe me!!!

hmm..i might be turning into a retard..many thanks to ms tee yee hooi!
she and her lame jokes ah...can kill brain cells wei! i feel stupider already =)

anywayss...off to finish my essay lah..
no more time to waste!

CIAO!

just kill me lah!

ive gotta get my hoi essay ready by this friday..
-i dont have nuf' sources...
-i dont get the whole concept of critical thinking..(i think its brain fuck..)
-reading bout athenian success isnt very entertaining
-referencing is such a pain
-making sure i dont plagiarise is an even bigger pain
-forgetting to list the source i got my points from is not helping me.

im so stressed the only time im not is whn im asleep..
nothing is helping...
im so helpless its so damn retarded!
its so damn retarded i feel like im forsaken..
i wouldnt know how it really felt since im not very religous..

well if im desperate enough...i just might start believing in god.
and whn i do..im prob gonna get smited for my blashphemy!

Anyways, im gonna slug it out now..ciao

bitter cold..

itunes is keeping me company with : Toca's Miracle - Fragma

its been freezing these few days...
and its so frustrating whn my heater can keep me warm..
well..whn that happens..i go stealin small amounts of the smirnoff black lying around in the kitchen!
hehe..well it does get u all warm on the inside..

nothin much happening nowadays..
besides loads of work getting shoved in my face..
a bloody History of Ideas essay..econs worksheets..
blah...typical stuff..

oh...and i wanna get a 2.1 speaker system...
and more games for the ps3!
but im shit broke...
contributions anyone??!

anyways...gotta start on pile of work on my desk..
i cant seem to find anything now..

sooo ciao!

for the better..

got back some of my results..and ive gotta say..
its the first time i actually felt dissapointed..
its prob the first time ive felt so bad in my life too..
maybe its letting my parents down..
or its just the guilt..
anyhow, im gonna kill my own social life,
start studying everyday,
stop wasting time on the net..
every chance i get im gonna hit the books..
even if i end up being anti-social and friend-less..
it is for the better..
as long as i get my pathethic ass into melbourne uni...
i could care less bout what happens to me..
its only 7 more months of studies...
and i aint gonna be one complaining i didnt actually do my best this year..
though you may say its only the start of the year..
im not fucking around anymore..
so be it if i have to start from scratch..
its either i get into uni or end up a bum..
my say is..ill never accept the latter.

and college starts again...

14 weeks of college begins 2mr...
with 1 more public holiday in those 14 weeks..
its gonna be a long way to go till the next term break..
a VERY long...way..

anyways..ive watched heaps of movies in 2 weeks..
and im still waiting for more to come out..
ive watched almost everything frm 27 dresses to zoolander..
well some of the good ones..which im gonna get in good quality soon *hint hint jj!*
ive watched a few times like 21, never back down, street kings..
the okay ones like drill bit taylor, run fat boy run,
the shittier ones..i just fast foward through it
like there will be blood and the other boelyn girl..
stuff that dont really interest me much..*yawns*

movies on the waiting list are..
Iron man,speed racer, what happens in vegas, hulk, get smart, love guru, hellboy 2, dark knight, punisher 2...etc etc..

Okay so if ur interested in getting free movies..haha start sucking up!
btw im really considering whether i should be nice to jj and pass her season 4 of house =P!

soo gotta be serious starting 2mr!! damn it!!
well at least im not rottin at home all day i guess so that must be good!

....owhhkayy ciaoo...

Of all months...

iTunes is entertaining me with Ain't No Reason - Brett Dennen.

Im starting to get annoyed with April..
There are just too many ppl born in april..
Im getting headaches trying to sort out their birthdays..
ive got 4 b'days to settle this weekend..
and ive gotta get presents 2mr..
city here i come...again..
someone just kill me lah!

Anyways...ive gotta get a damn copy of farenheit 451..
and the bookshops in the city are fukn out of stock!!
sheessh!! gotta go all the way too melb uni now!!

Ive gotta wake up early and get birthday cards and crap...
farkkk...why cant ppl just accept a fucking phone call arrr..
why waste my bloody time to get a card which will inevitably end up in the damn trash can..
this is just ridiculous..
is sending a damn ecard that less of a gesture as sending a real one???

stuff this..im going to sleep..