not ur average history textbook lah!

kaythxbai!

2009-08-08T12:18:00.002+08:00

Time to move on la..
My life's too happening till ive got no time for nonsense like this anymore.
thats what i like to believe la..
no point writing stuff here..it only helps if u want it to,
doing things changes things, not doing anything leaves things they way they are.
sooo
tutup kedai...sau tong...balik kampung, makan kangkung wtf
okkayyy ciao

Fuck psych, screw bandura, to hell with horney and fuck the big five!!

2009-05-27T00:22:00.002+08:00

Psychology is officially one of the most fucked up subjects..
Going through god knows how many journals bloody made me miserable
Having it due mid-week isnt making me feel any better..
Knowing what a tight-arse the lecturer is when it comes to assignments makes me wanna kill her in SO many ways,
trying to explain a case study bout some anti-social, neat freak, stuck up, dumb shit, wimpy librarian named mary using bandura' social cognitive theory, big 5 personality traits and some neurosis theory by a freak named horney is just so painful..

i just might kill someone now...

anyone wanna volunteer..?

i guess this is how psychopaths are born..

you have a fucking nice day..while i friggin slave over a lousy essay!

doobie doobie dooo...

2009-04-09T23:54:00.003+08:00

Passion Pit - Sleepy Head (soo good..its like lsd for your ears!)

Ages since ive been here...
well since im on holidays for a week..
i thought why not..just try to give you ppl something to waste time on.
well thats if anyone still comes here..

moving on..life these past months have been such a routine..
even meeting up with my friends is a routine..
well i cant be bothered to travel further to find the others..

ohkheyy onto other things..
anyone ever tried an ABC bomb?
well its basically 3 types of liquor poured into shot glasses and then dumped into a cup of redbull
and why ABC u may wonder?
no its not fucking Air Batu Campur nitwit..
and no shit sherlock...its not related to ais-bloody-kacang..
.okay..on to the ABC
A is absinthe..if u dont know what that is..go download eurotrip or google it lar.
now repeat after me...B is for bacardi 151..or the brand with the batty batty bat bat
got that..good so ur not a total idiot =)
and C is for Chartreuse..which if you dont know..then i dont blame you...cause i didnt know what it was either lol
but i dooo nowww...soo suckks to be youu moitee wtf?
so if A+B = AB and B+C=BC
ABC = A+B+C rite??
how would i know..guan ngo lan tiu mehhh...a+b+c can be y-o-u for all i care lol

anyhows..time to go watch house md again..
gei lun emo weii kutner killed himself...
and i will forever have the impression that there wont be a gay-er song than
'i believe in a thing called love' by the darkness..
cause listening to them say "TOUUCCCHINGGG YOUUUU TOUUCHINGGG MEEEE"
over and over...might just make ya question ur sexuality...
and soon you'll be attending gay pride parades where guys will try pick up lines like..
did you know you've got 206 bones in your body.. would you like one more?

oh and to the ppl on msn who constantly think that i need those slimming acai pills...
ye ye...i know u tried it and stuff larrr...but then there's a limit weiii
i know fatter ppl out ther that need it more than me...so please go bug them instead lah!
kaythxbai!

weeet bixxxxx !

2009-01-14T22:11:00.002+08:00

ahh i want weetbix?!!!!
anyone goin to aus mind shipping back some weetbix for me??

Anyhows..yes i know that im slack..
well who reads the rubbish i write bout anyways..

i want weetbix!!!
why dont they have it in msia..
*sigh*

if you've heard the rumours..

2008-12-08T01:26:00.002+08:00

then yes...im back in kl...
so buzz me if u wanna go out..
that's bout it..now back to playing call of duty 5..
kaythxbai?!

and..what a way to start the last term..

2008-10-06T19:19:00.002+08:00

Had 3 consecutive days of parties..
2 barbecues..and a raya open house..
and yes im fat...3 days makan non stop..
and yes..i still stand by the fact that if you're not thin/slim/skinny you're fat/obese/overweight/ugly/you-should-be-dead !
soo that means..cutting down on meals for me..which saves me money..which i can use to buy rubbish..
anyways..today wasn't the best monday ive had..
well i couldnt wake up..then when i went out, it was raining!
then..i forgot to fill up my RMIT application..
which means i had to catch a train all the way back home..fill up the bloody form..
take the stupid train back again..hand the form in..
collect my dreadful maths results..
wait in the rain for the bloody tram..
take the train back..friggin drenched..
realized i left my maths paper at swanston..
called up some guy to get it for me..
came back home..changed..
tido..bangun..tripped over my fat ass econs book..
and now..i found out..i dunno where the hell is the worksheet for econs that im supposed to do..

oh and im still pissed of about daylight savings...

thai horror movies are ridiculous..and yes i admit i cant stand them..

anyways might elaborate more on the weekend next time..
now to go tido again..
kaythxbai!

i still think if you're not thin then you're fat!!

2008-10-01T21:55:00.002+08:00

The holidays have been unproductive..
really unproductive..
went to study yesterday as well as today..
but shit..
aint gettin nothing done..
still go heaps of worksheets to go through..
psych to be read..
hamlet as well..
and econs..
fuck econs..

oh and i seem to be in C4 every single chance i get..
playing Call of Duty (cod)..

its been a long time since i stayed in the city till late..
talking bout all the stupid things ppl did in school..
damn..good times..really good times..
anyways..redbull with vodka
sounds very..interesting..
and i still wanna shotgun beers..
if only they had canned beers here =/

ahhh thinking bout the amount of work i have to go through is soo demoralising..
how in fuck's sake am i gonna finish it!

ahhh...shit
okay kaythxbai!

its all about size...when it comes to fireworks!

2008-09-23T00:07:00.003+08:00

Ahhhh...im so tired of my life..
i dont know what im interested in anymore..
my future isnt looking very promising...
fuck...
depressing dei...

anyways..
been thinking whether to get a piercing or a tatt (no not me..a tattoo)
for a piercing..
its gonna be visible..which isnt really good..if my mom or any aunty sees it
but its cheap..
as for the tatt..
its gonna be expensive..
but then..
i can hide it under layers and layers of clothing

oh and i found out today..i can wear small sized tee's
oh joy! but its tight around the arms.. which is somewhat annoying
wasted 20 dollars -.-
*reminder to self..please buy medium next time*

*sigh*
gonna go sleep...
need to try and study tomorrow..
im fucked

lying in bed, sore all over..

2008-09-21T22:28:00.003+08:00

So its the just the start of the 2 week break..
which I guess isnt much of a break..
My sis got back from her holiday to vegas, hawaii and new york?!
and i got lots of stuff !!!

anyways the past 2 days have been hell.
im so friggin sore all over,
training didn't seem intense..but i feel like crap now.
i can barely walk properly, i cant even lift my hands up..
i feel retarded..somehow *sigh*
onto other things! i can finally do chin ups!
which i couldnt do back in august..
yes..banyak gemuk la..
orang-orang gemuk patut mati la!
why?
cause cholesterol kills more ppl than ciggs lor..
wait..does that make any sense?
stuff it then, i cant be bothered.

hmm..by the friggin way..
DID YOU GUYS KNOW..
FRINGE is the most flippin AWZOM! tv series?
and the new season of House, Smallville, and Supernatural is out!
oh and im spending wayyy too much time watching dexter..
i got a feeling this break is gonna be occupied by tv series.

well since im free to the point where my brain is screaming for something exciting to happen..
ill do the stupid tag from rina..cuz im stoopid!

My Top 10 Most Favourite Food:
~chinese
~italian
~greek (souvlakis are the flippin mmm!)
~japanese
~thai (cuz i love tom-flippin-yum!)
~aiya food is food la..so picky then don't friggin eat la

Ten things I love doing:

-phasing out
-wasting time
-sleeping
-getting smashed
-dah gei mou?
-slacking
-hap hap-ing
-doing wierd ass tags
-sleeping

Five Types of Girls I Adore:

-Tall
-Slim
-Prob around my height tall (cuz down isnt a very interesting place to look)
-Not "fat/chubby/cute/flabby/i-dont-care-cuz-if-ur-not-slim-ur-fat!"
-Not "big-sized/boned/headed/boobs?wtf/watever-as-long-as-ur-not-big-like-bigfoot-!"

Five Things I Love Doing When I'm Emo:

-decapitating myself cause cutting oneself is for pussies
-listen to angry music
-replay that angry music
-getting angry at the angry music cause its just angry
-berus gigi, cuci muka..balik tido

Five Things I Love Doing When I'm Happy:

-Stone (assuming im happy cuz im stoned)
-smile?
-yawn
-lie on my bed
-sleep..

Ten Ways To Win My Heart:

-you cant win my heart so forget it-
-still not giving up?-
-still here??-
-i got no heart..-
-go away-
-alright gimme all your money-
-buy me a car i want-
-then disappear forever-

My Top 5 Most Favourite Junk Food:

-doritos!
-im not supposed to eat junk food!

5 Things I Wish Could Happen:

-waking up and finding the cars i want parked infront of my house with the keys in em!
-friggin strike the lottery so i dont have to work..
-all the fat ugly chicks vanishing from the face of the earth!
-water is replaced with vodka!
-having and unlimited supply of bacardi 151 @ home

10 Ridiculous Things I Wish To Do Before I Die:

-i don't know..haven't thought bout dying yet..

My Top 10 Recently Most Addicted Song:

~Save Tonight - Eagle-Eye Cherry (all time favorite la)
~Violet Hills - Coldplay
~Poker Face - Lady GaGa
~Love Games - Lady GaGa
~Get High - RLD
~Click Clack - Slim Thug
~Speeding - Rick Ross
~the rest you can find in a toilet..the symphony of farts and grunts

okay...wat a waste of time..
well i do have time to spare..so..
okay ciao!

because crispy chicken rice is the nyum-friggin-nyum!

2008-09-19T12:03:00.002+08:00

The only place which ive been eating at continuously since umm..
the days in school where we would go to petaling street for 'kon low wan tan' mee with siew yuk!!
okay so Chatter Box is the most visited place for makan in melb la..
Crispy Chicken Rice..must try..ask for fried rice instead of plain rice and dont forget the curry sauce!!
shit im hungry =(

anyways..got a feeling this holiday wont be any different..
wake up at midday...eat lunch..watch series..sleep again..wake up..dinner..more series..sleep?
oh and the occasional gym and dah gei session @ C4..
dammit im hooked onto Call of Duty..
prob start Dota again if got kaki..

*sigh* im bored already..and i dont think i can sleep now cuz i got gym later..
ahhh.. CRISPY CHICKEN RICE..flippin OwwZoM!

ciao..

cause there's always extra fluff..

2008-09-05T18:12:00.002+08:00

Itunes is playing: Silent Sigh - Badly Drawn Boy

My very EPIC story

I have a cat,
my cat is fat,
it likes hats,
as well as mats
my cat chases rats
while it runs from bats,
and that is that!

(and cause the song "love in this club" is boring..)

Id wanna make love in yer bumm!
Ayyy
in yer bum!
ayyy
in yer bum!
Ayyy!

*sigh*
yes i am abit too free..
and while im supposed to be doing my maths worksheets which have been piling up..
and finishing my lit essay so it doesnt end up being a load of rubbish like my HOI..
im watching movies, reading comics and browsing through ebay..

anyways..

trinity foundation studies sucks..
ive got 3 more weeks of nagging to endure...
i still haven't read march...
i dont understand what's being taught in econs anymore so screw it..
i hate traditional ppl.. c'mon laaa..ur not living in the 19th century anymore!
yes that applies to my family...thank god my sis is not like that =)
i hate malaysia..why? cause cars mahal giler...

welll...that's bout it..so ciao

a fallen evil..

2008-08-25T21:42:00.002+08:00

Itunes : Where The City Meets The Sea - The Getaway Plan

Im soo friggin annoyed..and its been a very..i mean very fucking long time since ive been this annoyed!
Fuck that retarded indian/punjabi/who-the-fuck-cares-what's-ur-race-cuz-ur-brown/black girl on the tram...
she's gotta be the most retarded bitch ive ever seen in my life..

anyways...im usually not this racist..unless im super sibeh dulan le..

*sigh* im growing tired of being patient with a world filled with retards..
why cant it be filled with hot ass girls instead of the many many many horrifying walking blobs of fat that fill the streets!

well everyone isnt perfect...and being patient with other people's shit isnt easy..
can i just stop being nice and patient when someone makes a mistake?
can i just fuck someone up for every mistake they make?
can i just give up and try to avoid all the retarded people in the world??

oh yes..my drama group has one of the biggest retard you'd ever see..

okay thanks ciao.....

oh oh and here's some a dose of some random-ness at its stupidest..

YOU DOUNNNNGGGG LUFF AH!!! ORH EHYOUSE nooo wantan nootou foorh youuu!

you aint got nothing on me..so fuck you and enjoy your day =)!

2008-08-16T23:40:00.003+08:00

Itunes has ATB - 9PM playing right now

i don't know whether its me or its everyone else..
but i've been getting a bit edgy these few days..
almost everything seems to tick me off..
and ive been seeing faces i feel like smashing in..

anyways...i saw an audi R8 while waiting at the bus stop on friday morning...
fucking STIM dei...
that car is just omgAWZOM!!!
and it looked way better than the one in iron man..

anyways..i believe HOI is the most retarded subject next to pendidikan moral in the world..
and fuck trinity college for having it as a core subject..
seriously..i wondered why did i end up in trinity instead of taylors or rmit..

anyways...gonna continue swearing at HOI while i reluctantly write each word..
hokei tankz cuzi derio..
lol typo gao gao...

less than 2 weeks..and ive got one more to go..

2008-08-10T20:17:00.003+08:00

Itunes: Augustana - Sweet and Low

Ive just finished my friggin psychology essay..and now ive got HoI to start on..
great..this just means ive gonna have to sit my ass infront of stacks and stacks of books and papers.
Besides not getting much sleep..im gonna screw my diet up..
redbull, instant coffee and other stuff...not really keeping me healthy,
at least i manage to stay awake..
btw iv got a feeling the redbull from the asian grocer has wayyy more sugar than the normal ones.

anyways..its been raining everytime i step out the front door.
geez just my luck!

well..cant wait for summer..
long hot days..
being able to walk outside in shorts and thongs..
oh btw..did u know that in aus slippers really mean bedroom slippers??
and thongs are..u know..slippers laaa

oh and im supposed to be going to china in dec..
lets just hope i dont end up in some fucking ulu place..

okay, thanks, ciao dei!

Malaysia..getting shittier by the moment!

2008-08-05T21:02:00.005+08:00

Okay...besides having a government that has nothing better to do than suck the life out of its citizen's wallets!

As if thats not bad enough! But wait!

Only in Malaysia do u get govt officials who have loads of free time to go around and accept bribes and trying to screw opposition parties over..

Yes, they DO subsidise fuel..but with cars being so fucking expensive..i don't really see the point!

Alright..an example..a BMW Z4 which is this car below..
(gee i miss this car heaps! i blame my sis's bf for being a dickhead and selling it *sigh*)

This car costs less than 100k over here..which is like 300k back in M'sia??

Well...guess what..i cost's a fucking 500k in Msia!!

with a difference of 200k..id rather stay in melb and drive a hot ass car..

at least im happy rite?

anyways im being tied down by the 2 friggin essays due in..lets see

2 weeks..

justkillmelah!

not gonna update..for a long long time!
dont bother checking back oh so fucking often and get a life =)

thank you and come again!

Cuz my dick's like an M16 and your's is like a broken vending machine

2008-07-23T21:04:00.002+08:00

This week has been damn chill la..
and im listenin to reggae crap..
lol all im missing is some 'happy herbs'!

gee i soo wanna go to amsterdam..
where marijuana is legal..
where you get quality whores...(compared to thailand la.u get bloody trannies!)
where good shit like absinthe is readily available.
where u can sit at 'coffeehouses' and get stoned without a worry..

that or las vegas...

anyways..the week has been alright..
need to go train more often..
gotta stop slacking with everything..

and most likely by then end of the year...
see some results from training..
that is if i dont die from the increasingly torturous sessions..

okay ciao...cant go on anymore..
too friggin tired!

everyone has their bad days..

2008-07-20T16:32:00.002+08:00

okay! listen up!
never ever..and i mean never fucking ever..smoke up and go out!
Oh and i prefer joints over bongs! yess..

anyways..i got my shitass results back,
and i cant say i didnt expect it to be bad..
geez..too much slacking..

my new lit teacher sucks big balls..
i miss alex!
my new maths teacher is some old lady that looks like the white version of big momma.
eap is getting even shittier..

sigh*
i feel like shit right now...
not cuz of my results though..
its the aftermath of yesterday night..which i will not go on about..
because i might end up in jail if a cop ever reads m blog..

anyways ciao..gonna raid the medicine cabinet now.

my dick..is like supersized! your dick..looks like 2 fries!

2008-07-13T14:09:00.003+08:00

Itunes is on : Mickey Avalon - My Dick

okayy..college starts tomorrow and thanks to math, my monday's are...empty..
gee..taking the train all the way from FAIRFIELD to MELBOURNE CENTRAL..
sit for an hour and a half and then heading back.
oh well at least i dont have maths on a monday morning anymore!

Oh btw if you happen to have watched harold and kumar go to white castle..
you definately should go watch harold an kumar escape from guantanamo bay!
funny shit..

anyways so much for being damn psyched up for college!
college hasnt even started and i get an essay shoved in my face..
ahhh this bites..i need to go to the gym =/

wooo! splen-fucking-did..HoI's essay topic is getting released tomorrow evening!
and god knows when the next essay is gonna come..

okayy..onto other things, im supposedly not allowed to eat junk like instant noodles or fast food anymore.
and im stuck eating weetbix for breakfast everyday =(
do you know how hard it is to eat weetbix!!
its like eating sand..its sooo damn dry *sighs*
and it magically dissapears when u add milk..
well it doesnt 'magically' dissapear...it just turns into mush

anyways..im off to clean my room..ciaoo

Now You're Gone...im fucking happy =D

2008-07-07T22:59:00.003+08:00

Yes!...i have reached the point where im doing stupid tags..
just to kill time..
boredom sure has a way of making people do stupid things..
yesh...i think doing tags is stupid and a waste of time..
and im doing it cuz im stupid and i need to kill time..
*takes a deep breath*
i feel like an idiot..oh well

a. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc on shuffle.
b. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
c. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN, NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
d. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
e. Put this on your blog.

1. If someone says,"Is this okay?"
The Chemical Brothers - Get Yourself High
you go figure it out la..i dont have a clue either..

2. How would you describe yourself?
Sesa - Like This Like That
im alot of things?? WOW...AMAZING!!

.3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
LFO - Summer GIrls
haha..hot ass chicks in bikinis!?!! *sighs* sadly cant find any in KL

4. How do you feel today?
50 Cents - Ayo Technology
Nerdy?? come lets go study! Maths mou? Econs mou??

5. What is your life's purpose?
Cyssero - Finer Things
livin the high life nigga!

6. What is your motto?
Nelly - Country Grammar
*shurgs*

7. What do your friends think of you?
Red Hot Chilli Peppers - This is the Place
ermm...u tell me lah...ur my friends rite!

8. What do you think of your parents?
Alter Ego - Why Not?!
haha..does that mean id rather not think bout my parents?

9. What do you think about very often?
Nelly - Dilemma
erm..i do think alot about problems..or atleast i think i do

10. What is 2+2?
Out of Office - Hands Up
well that's 2...now i need my legs up..

11. What do you think of your best friend?
Santana Ft. Chad Kroeger - Into the Night
someone that can party kao kao...erm well..i think he can..

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Just Jack - Snowflakes
erm..haha i dont think id like a person thats like a snowflake..too fragile

13. What is your life?
Benny Benassi - Rock n Rave
AWH SPOT ON!!

14. What do you want to be when you grow up?
Ace of Base - All That She Wants
haha..that must be some kickass girl first lor..

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
The Ones - Flawless (club mix)
just like perfection...flawless..absolutely flawless~~

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Four Tops - I Can't Help Myself
ooo..i didnt know ive got this song...not badd =)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Ferry Corsten ft Howard Jones - Into the Dark
gee..they're gonna be playin trance @ my funeral..haha sweet!

18. What is your hobby/interest?
The Potbelleez - Don't Hold Back
not holding back? gee..ill leave it up to ur imagination..

19. What is your biggest fear?
Rhianna - Irreplaceable
of course im scared of losing something irreplaceable la..how to replace u tell me!

20. What is your biggest secret?
Daddy Yankee - Rompe
i like to ROMPE ROMPE ROMPE~~ =s

21. What do you think of your friends?
New Found Glory - Oxygen
yess..my friends are essential for me to live...i dont think i'd have fun alone..

22. What will you post this as?
Basshunter - Now You're Gone

23. What song would you play during your first time having sex?
Eagle-Eye Cherry - Save Tonight (i FxxkiN love this song mmkay!)
aiya..was hoping for something with abit more feel to it..this aint bad either...

Gee that wasnt so bad..found some songs i didnt even know i had!

anyways...im bored again...so ciao

btw bout the tagging others bit..

i assume you'd either be very bored or just plain idiotic to do it..

well whatever makes ya happy...y'know

ciao again

my god..im nocturnal!

2008-07-06T02:37:00.003+08:00

MY GOD!!! i can imagine myself as a vampire..
if only i had those funky capes..
and probably the ability to morph into a bat..
haha how cool would that be eh!?
and ive always wondered how drinking huge amounts of human blood would be like..
okayyy...lets move on then..since its starting to get quite disturbing..
oh btw i love garlic...so id prob be a garlic lovin vampire.. =P
anyways...i woke up today..
and i was whacking everything off my bedside table trying to grab my clock..
i heard some weird noise..which i later found out was my itune playlist on repeat..
when i finally grasped my phone instead of the clock..
i looked at the time.. and i saw or i thought i did..it was 1 something..
and it wasnt as bright as usual outside..
so just to be sure..i took a closer look at my phone...and it was friggin 5 p.m!
geez...talk bout bein nocturnal..for those who dont know..5 p.m is like..dark edi laa..
and for one day..i didnt see the sunlight..
well its 5 a.m rite now..
and im blogging..wtf much?

anyways..there really isnt much for me to do nowadays..
holidays are like..umm boring..
well at least ive got my gym session..
the only thing that keeps me alive and sane..
gah! the way my trainer pushes me to do an extra set even after saying that for like 3 times..
the way my muscles burn and tremble furiously as i lift the weights one more time.
its such a refreshing feeling..
makes u realise that the comfort ur livin in aint gonna be forever..

anyways im talking loads of shit la..
gonna sleep..]
ciao

had to edit this post soo many times..i kept on finding that ive left out some words..
so much for bloggin at such an hour..=)

if it's fitness first...then what's second?

2008-07-02T20:43:00.002+08:00

Gah! its not even halfway through the holidays and..
ive blown my saving by joining fitness first.
All thanks to my cousin and her personal trainer..
who is now my personal trainer too!
and after seeing the dude for a session my legs were aching..
and somehow..my butt was hurting as well..
according to him..im working out my butt muscles..
yeaaahh..butt muscles...!

anyways..ive got another session with the dude 2mr.
god i hope i can even walk after he's done beating me into shape!
nothing much been happening besides that..
o yeah..i finally got some games for the poor ps3 lying in my living room..
GTA4 is alright...mad graphics but no point playing it on the tiny tv my sis has..
which she had..for god knows how long..

anyways..im off to tend to my sore legs..ciao

because everyone regrets the choices they've made sometimes..

2008-06-25T21:38:00.005+08:00

Okay..
Let me just tell everybody something..
Econs and Maths?
I'd do HoI, Lit and psychology essays rather than sit for a maths and econs exam..
im in real deeeeeep shit....i cant believe everytime i sit down to study econs..
halfway through..i'd flip open my psychology lecture notes and friggin eat that shit up..
well its prob cuz its easier to study cuz it just involves memorizing pages and pages of useless information...

Oh and did i mention i love writing essays?
Well i do! when there's a choice between exams and essays..
*sigh*
Anyhows..After this friday..im gonna blow my already dwindling savings on games and erm..
cough*clubbing*cough
not like i have to pay to get in anyway..=D
finally after months of staying at home alone on friday and saturday nights..
i can get some hap hap..lol
but come to think of it...im gonna feel miserable whn my results come out anyways..
my mom's prob gonna call and nag me bout what im doin here..
the dad..uh..dunno how he's gonna react la..but its gonna be bad..=(

*sigh*sigh*

i miss msia la...actually..i miss eating assam laksa laa..
u cant friggin find proper assam laksa in melb...
they dont even have maggi mee in assam laksa flavour!!
and they've got crap like frozen durian..
geez..

speaking bout msia...
its prob like melb...but with lousy roads,reckless drivers,loud cina ppl,ah bengs and ah lians,lousy gangsters,great food...u get my drift..
haha just talking bout cina ppl reminds me of my school..in the heart of lala-land
in case u dont know..ive come to name the area around sg. wang and time square..lala land~
quite fitting yeh?
and i can just picture karaoke parlours filled with ppl shouting..yes shouting out songs in chinese and canto..
neo-print sticker machines filled with ppl trying to take some ridiculous pictures with cherries and hearts..
which in my opinion should be use to cover up the retarded faces they make while posing..
and u get all the shady ahbeng gangsters loitering in back alleys that smell of piss and shit..
oh and frm what ive heard nowadays u get people shuffling in shopping malls and stuff instead of studying simple subjects like english..
well even thought english isnt Malaysia's main language...so i cant expect much but..
this is not a question of setting the standards of expectations.
Im not referring to the spelling errors or the structure of the english they talk in, because in all honesty; even I'm not always 100% perfect in it.
Im referring to the pathetic way one could mutilate the English language to the point a normal person's brain cells would attempt suicide just trying to understand what he was trying to state out.
Okay, an example to prove my point!

You know how you see some ppl write testimonials on Friendster?
and they try oh so hard to write "take care" but end up writing "take k"??
i wonder whether they were actually paying attention in class while their pityful english teacher taught them that "Care" is spelt C-A-R-E!
And its a mystery to me that how much energy could it take to type out and additional A-R-E and replace the K with a C..
What's more fascinating is that that its usually a guy who does it in a testi to some girl..
hmm makes u wonder what his true intentions are when they ask a girl to induce themselves with some anesthetic drug instead of simply asking them to take care..

Oh and i was laughing my friggin head of whn i saw this..
I was playing DotA and some dude was asking another dude to go where he was..
the converstation went something like this..

Random dude#1 : faster cum here! we gonna push!!

Random dude#2 : u cum here la..why shuld i cum 4 u?

Dude#1 : just cum la..i knw wht 2 do!

Dude#2 : ok..im cumming fast fast d!!

That just sounds so pornographic doesnt it? and what they really wanted to say was come..
and not ask the poor dude to blow his load.. I was laughing so hard I actually feel bad for them..
making a fool of themselves just because they didnt wanna study english..

anyways..im off to see whether i can get a guy to 'cum'....

and play dota with me...obviously =P

look! look! someone is reading my blog! what a loser!

2008-06-13T22:05:00.002+08:00

Dont let the title scare u away la...
You know ur not a loser rite?
I *may* know ur not a loser..
cuz ur plain lifeless if u keep checking in on people's blog...
anyways..ive got a lousy lecture on sat morning...prob gonna drag my sorry ass outta bed in the dark..
and by dark i mean 7am la...and after that im prob gonna sleep at the lecture...
studying for the exams..has been...erm..progressing..in a euphemistic way la...

im..again..as expected..broke..
prob shouldnt have gotten a haircut today..
but..im happy...no more friggin unmanageable hair to trouble my mornings..
urm..better get studying...
cuz for maths n econs..im gonna screw it up so badly my tutor would prob ask me to drop the subject lol?
ciao mo'fuckas???

indian accent THANK YOU! come again!

2008-06-07T21:41:00.004+08:00

Come to think bout it...ive been here for half a year already..
ive watched the months walk by since jan..
and..all the things ive left behind back in kl..
some im glad to have settled and some im want to tend to as soon as i get back..
my friends..the guys who i spent most of dec with dah gei sessions and outings.
the girls..uhh..yeh i guess they were good company..haha
hopefully they'd be better whn i go back...

anyways...ive been really unproductive today so i went blog hopping..
and ive found that..there are loads of people that say they hate smokers and stuff.
but wait..does it mean that all smokers are bad?
im sure they've got an uncle or someone related that smokes rite..
so would they consider that person bad??!
would u go up to an uncle and say..i fucking hate u cuz u smoke so piss off?!
lol i'd like to see that mate!

well..no point saying it..
people will always stereotype each other..
singaporeans all damn kiasu..
italians are all mobsters..
arabs are all terrorist..
chinese educated people in malaysia are all damn cina..
you get the gist..
well next time u wanna say something..think bout it

anyways..im bored..im lifeless..im gonna get screwed over by the coming exam..
i just know it..

i fucking hate hamlet..

2008-06-04T19:43:00.002+08:00

alrite I dont know why im writing this crap now..
since ive got my drama 2mr...and im fucked over..
me and some friends namely fadz, carmen and henrik were translating the monologue into bm..

hope u enjoy our rotten bm..

Saya tahu saya meletup. Saya tak dapat mengengamnya. Dan bila saya membebel. saya lihat kat luar, seorang budak, 16 tahun, sedang menguap dan mengoyang kaki(jiggling?) dan membaca programnya dan saya nak cakap hey budak! saya dengan kamu, saya tak tahan ini juga. tapi saya tak dapat buat itu, jadi saya berasa teruk dan teruk, just* lemas. dan saya berfikir, saya bukan Hamlet, saya bukan pelakon, apa saya buat kat sini? dan saya tiba kat soliloquy*, kerja besar, dan saya befikir, oh allah(subs for christ?) ke neraka dengan ini, buat saja!

untuk jadi atau untuk tak jadi, itu soalannya;
whether 'tis nobler in the mind to suffer(how 2 translate?!?!)
the slings* dan anak panah of outrageous fortune(dont think hamlet is made for bm)
atau untuk ambil tangan against laut masalah
dan berlawan, tamat mereka.

dan saya berterus, saya tamat ucapan itu, dan saya tengok kat luar, budak itu sedang dengar. semua penonton - complete silence(diam meh?) seluruh fokus. dan saya jadi Hamlet. dan ia berterus untuk 10 saat, dan saya ke neraka. saya tinggal kat sana. tapi untuk satu bit itu, satu ucapan itu, saya dapatnya..

and yes..im gonna act that out in a freakin monologue in front of 2 teachers..
wtf.com.au much? well everyone has too..and i wonder whether anyone did the transvestite monologue..

geez..after this week its intensive studying for me..2 weeks of pure hard ass studying..and yes..its good..it builds character..that is if u wanna be a psychotic serial killer! but its only 2 weeks..ill prob start downing red bull and sports drinks like well...ironically water.

anyways ciao bums!

extras

2008-05-28T19:51:00.002+08:00

Yes i know i haven't been updating..
and my valid reason which you all have to accept for me not bloody updating is...
im doing my dumbshit HoI essay LAH!!!
and then there's the monologue thing which i have yet to get started on..
In addition, there's another stupid essay on its way..
as well as the exams..shite la!
what kind of retarded college has its exam on a saturday morning la!
C'MON!! you actually expect us to write a friggin long essay in 3 hours on a saturday morning?
oh and u expect it to be good summore!?!?
i say u can go fuck the floor la.. im so gonna get my sis to drop me off..
i cant be bothered to wake up at 7 in the morning on a saturday and take a 20 min train ride to the city..

anyways..im done with my hoi essay d!! well almost la..just need to write the lousy bibliography!
err..well im broke as usual..
bought the sis a cardigan for her bday..
and i was abit naughty la..went into fcuk and came out with a 70 dollar shirt *heeeheee*
well i needed it..since ive been wearing the same 2 shirts all the time..
therfore, my reason is justified..

oh oh...lit tutorial was like soo emo la.. *nudges carmen*
and if any of u ppl by any chance think im related to the old dude in 'extra'
im not laahhh...believe me!!!

hmm..i might be turning into a retard..many thanks to ms tee yee hooi!
she and her lame jokes ah...can kill brain cells wei! i feel stupider already =)

anywayss...off to finish my essay lah..
no more time to waste!

CIAO!

just kill me lah!

2008-05-10T23:44:00.003+08:00

ive gotta get my hoi essay ready by this friday..
-i dont have nuf' sources...
-i dont get the whole concept of critical thinking..(i think its brain fuck..)
-reading bout athenian success isnt very entertaining
-referencing is such a pain
-making sure i dont plagiarise is an even bigger pain
-forgetting to list the source i got my points from is not helping me.

im so stressed the only time im not is whn im asleep..
nothing is helping...
im so helpless its so damn retarded!
its so damn retarded i feel like im forsaken..
i wouldnt know how it really felt since im not very religous..

well if im desperate enough...i just might start believing in god.
and whn i do..im prob gonna get smited for my blashphemy!

Anyways, im gonna slug it out now..ciao

bitter cold..

2008-04-29T18:14:00.000+08:00

itunes is keeping me company with : Toca's Miracle - Fragma

its been freezing these few days...
and its so frustrating whn my heater can keep me warm..
well..whn that happens..i go stealin small amounts of the smirnoff black lying around in the kitchen!
hehe..well it does get u all warm on the inside..

nothin much happening nowadays..
besides loads of work getting shoved in my face..
a bloody History of Ideas essay..econs worksheets..
blah...typical stuff..

oh...and i wanna get a 2.1 speaker system...
and more games for the ps3!
but im shit broke...
contributions anyone??!

anyways...gotta start on pile of work on my desk..
i cant seem to find anything now..

sooo ciao!

for the better..

2008-04-15T21:07:00.002+08:00

got back some of my results..and ive gotta say..
its the first time i actually felt dissapointed..
its prob the first time ive felt so bad in my life too..
maybe its letting my parents down..
or its just the guilt..
anyhow, im gonna kill my own social life,
start studying everyday,
stop wasting time on the net..
every chance i get im gonna hit the books..
even if i end up being anti-social and friend-less..
it is for the better..
as long as i get my pathethic ass into melbourne uni...
i could care less bout what happens to me..
its only 7 more months of studies...
and i aint gonna be one complaining i didnt actually do my best this year..
though you may say its only the start of the year..
im not fucking around anymore..
so be it if i have to start from scratch..
its either i get into uni or end up a bum..
my say is..ill never accept the latter.

and college starts again...

2008-04-13T17:55:00.002+08:00

14 weeks of college begins 2mr...
with 1 more public holiday in those 14 weeks..
its gonna be a long way to go till the next term break..
a VERY long...way..

anyways..ive watched heaps of movies in 2 weeks..
and im still waiting for more to come out..
ive watched almost everything frm 27 dresses to zoolander..
well some of the good ones..which im gonna get in good quality soon *hint hint jj!*
ive watched a few times like 21, never back down, street kings..
the okay ones like drill bit taylor, run fat boy run,
the shittier ones..i just fast foward through it
like there will be blood and the other boelyn girl..
stuff that dont really interest me much..*yawns*

movies on the waiting list are..
Iron man,speed racer, what happens in vegas, hulk, get smart, love guru, hellboy 2, dark knight, punisher 2...etc etc..

Okay so if ur interested in getting free movies..haha start sucking up!
btw im really considering whether i should be nice to jj and pass her season 4 of house =P!

soo gotta be serious starting 2mr!! damn it!!
well at least im not rottin at home all day i guess so that must be good!

....owhhkayy ciaoo...

Of all months...

2008-04-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

iTunes is entertaining me with Ain't No Reason - Brett Dennen.

Im starting to get annoyed with April..
There are just too many ppl born in april..
Im getting headaches trying to sort out their birthdays..
ive got 4 b'days to settle this weekend..
and ive gotta get presents 2mr..
city here i come...again..
someone just kill me lah!

Anyways...ive gotta get a damn copy of farenheit 451..
and the bookshops in the city are fukn out of stock!!
sheessh!! gotta go all the way too melb uni now!!

Ive gotta wake up early and get birthday cards and crap...
farkkk...why cant ppl just accept a fucking phone call arrr..
why waste my bloody time to get a card which will inevitably end up in the damn trash can..
this is just ridiculous..
is sending a damn ecard that less of a gesture as sending a real one???

stuff this..im going to sleep..

over and over

2008-03-31T21:55:00.002+08:00

Whats on my ITUNES: Tiesto - In the dark

Alritee...my sleeping hours are officially messed up...
I go to bed around 3 and i cant fall asleep till 5...Please smash my head in!!
and by the time i wake up all i have to do is think bout what to cook for dinner..
Today was a really unproductive day...and by my standards i mean REALLY unproductive..
woke up at 1..showered...set up my sis's desktop in the living room..
Nam's cousin, Lewis came over..
DOTA till my freakin brains turned to mush!
Its been tooo long since ive last played dota..

Holidays here are stuffed up..there's hardly anything to do..
well there is lah...if you wanna fork out the cash..
stingy buggers like me prefer to stay at home and watch tv series,
anyways.. sis's bf's bday is coming...
the bastard is gettin a PS3 and it costs bout 700AUD..awww shyt!!
im chipping in a measly 150..
hehe...im gonna be soo happy if he keeps it at my place =)
too bad we aint got a 50" LCD like lewis does..
my eye's would be burnt frm staring at it XD~

besides that..some ppl are just getting in over their heads..
you do know that there's no point convincing others to fukn believe such bullshit eh?
you'd be wasting your tim...nonono...everyone's time by sayin that ur better than others.
oh just fuck off...you're just another dumbshit hipocrite..
and...im admitting openly that im a egocentric and selfish little shit..
ive gone on and what was is now just a pile of crap which i don't have a care in the world for.

and on to other things..
i NEED a haircut...my hair is soo damn hard to manage i had to resort to a cap..
i NEED to book my flight back home in dec...
i NEED to start revising term 1's topics...
i NEED a life....
i NEED more clothes as well....
(yes LW..i do know that my wardrobe is empty and pathetic...so that doesn't make me a homo for wanting to go shopping!)

Okay CIAO!

sweet ass shite!!!!

2008-03-29T19:17:00.002+08:00

THEY'RE OPENING

EUPHORIA by MINISTRY OF SOUND

in KL!!!!

IN 2 YEARS TIME MOS IS OPENING IN MELB!!

im so gonna shit myself when they do XD~~

Just so rina will stop whining!

2008-03-28T12:50:00.002+08:00

-Delta Goodrem : Believe Again-

The weather nowadays is sooo miserable..
Its rains off and on...but unlike m'sia it just lasts for awhile..
Exams just finished ystd..
and the feeling you get after finishing an exam...
yeah that feeling of relief and joy..
i dont feel it anymore lah!!! Instead i feel soo bored and miserable
2 weeks of holidays summore...im gonna rot at home watching underbelly =x
Anyways after the exam..jj, yh n lw came over and checked out my place..
hehe bet you're jealous huh?!
had ying thai for dinner..then gelato...
sat at the gelato place for quite a while laughing at li wern's lil traumatic incident...
hehe..its soo not gonna get old!!!!
and it was rainin quite heavily whn we wanted to go back..luckily for them they had umbrellas..
by the time i got home i was soaked..thank god for my heater..
its gotta be mankind's greatest invention...besides the dishwasher lah..

What am i gonna for 2 weeks!!! its only been 1 day and im already starting to get restless.
.......
okay ciao..gonna continues watching underbelly hohoho...
the aussie mafia is so farked up XD~~~

XTRAAA benefits

2008-03-17T20:22:00.004+08:00

playin on itunes: jamiroquai - everyday

My sis is a doc..
Her bf is also a doc..
and yet whn im sick i just pop some cheap imitation of panadol, take heaps of strepsils and sleep an hour more than usual..
anddd my point is...
being related to doctors doesn't mean u get free meds, unlimited medical certificates, or free treatment..
but you do get stuff which they collect from meetings with pharmaceutical companies...
pens, lanyards, letter-openers...etc...etc..you get it

anyways im currently happy with my sis's bf..
as if that has anything to do with me laa rite?
hohoho...but it does..
It means i can get into some supposedly exclusive clubs like BLVD for free =D
haha well whn i went there...lotsa ppl were waitin to get in..
and i went in on a freelist..haha what losers =D!
whats more...
my sis's bf knows the ppl who own lavish n seven!
nyek nyek nyek.. i wish i was that well connected =(

college is still being a major pain in the ass..
even MORE worksheets...EAP essay...psych presentation...
oh btw the ppl in my EAP class are scary..
if u thought my english was good...theirs will just blow you away!
and i still cant believe they've got a group 4..must be made of walking dictionaries, well cuz im in group 3 larrr..
*sigh* i should be in group 2 =/

Anyways..the weather these few days was screwed up..
its supposed to be like 15 degrees already and its still in the high 30's atleast it aint 40 plus degrees like back in jan..
and i still haven't thought up of an interesting mime scene..
i can't stand acting without sound..
just defeats the whole purpose of acting..
would you watch a movie without any sound effects..i wont lol..

anyways off to bed..before my head blows up..

reasons which reason itself has no explanation

2008-03-15T07:40:00.002+08:00

Alritee..
Worksheets, assignments, presentations, and lots of reading up to do..
im dead.
oh and before i go on and on with some rubbish just to let u guys know!
my maths lecturer is an retard...he cant teach for nuts =(
well at least in my case i think he's a total retard.

Anyways the first term is gonna end in 2 weeks..then i got 2 weeks off..
but then ive gotta study for the stupid tests first..*sigh* super potong laa =x
And i still haven't made up my mind on what to mime out for my drama class!!
dieeee...

gotta run and do my work...ciaoo

reeetardddd major thats what you are!

2008-03-08T13:05:00.003+08:00

shite.
beer makes you fat!
im only doing shots from now on then...

anyways..my posts are getting really pathetic
gonna get some sleep now..might be going to boulevard..
some club my sis's bf's friend owns..

and to my no.1 dickhead friend...no im not gonna visit you once ur in sydney..
im sooo damn thight this month..
gotta make a new budget plan..

just to entertain u guys and prove how bored i get...
IM GONNA RATE THE 4 MOVIES I WATCHED LAST NIGHT!

Meet the Spartans...watchable lar
The Bucket List...typical morgan freeman movie
Cloverfield...trash...pure trash
Flood...watch it if u liked the day afte 2mr.

and...i dont get it..i watched redline in nov last year and now they show it??
ohh i dont know if they have it in malaysia but...underbelly is good shit!
fuck them for banning it in melb!

ciao

anything for something

2008-02-26T20:32:00.001+08:00

QUICKIE POST..
I've STOPPED SMOKING!!
I've gotten FAT!
and Melb aint that bad la...=P

what lies beneath those smiles

2008-02-24T17:23:00.003+08:00

Get this song Like A Star by Corrine Bailey Rae

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands,

Honour to love you

Still I wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

You've got this look

I can't describe,

You make me feel like I'm alive,

When everything else is au fait,

Without a doubt you're on my side,

Heaven has been away too long,

Can't find the words to write this song,

Oh...

Your love,

Still I wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

Now I have come to understand,

The way it is,

It's not a secret anymore,

'cause we've been through that before,

From tonight I know that you're the only one,

I've been confused and in the dark,

Now I understand,

I wonder why it is,

I don't argue like this,

With anyone but you,

I wonder why it is,

I wont let my guard down,

For anyone but you

We do it all the time,

Blowing out my mind,

Just like a star across my sky,

Just like an angel off the page,

You have appeared to my life,

Feel like I'll never be the same,

Just like a song in my heart,

Just like oil on my hands.

Enjoy it

smashed...

2008-02-17T13:44:00.002+08:00

I really cant be bothered to write everything that happened these 2 days..

fri-dinner @ grill room, drinks @ Alfred hotel's beer garden, clubbing @ red violin, bed with a headache..

sat-sis and bf went for a wedding, barbe @ may's, loads of beer, some weed, carton of cigs, ps3 with singstar (LoL) fukn karaoke..fireworks @ 2 in the mornin..running around the neighbourhood..more ps3...bunked over for the nite still feelin abit high...

sun-lunch @ box hil with some of lewis's friends...home..massive headache..sleep till next mornin...

ciao

Simplistic

2008-02-14T20:36:00.002+08:00

Fucking remind me to NEVER gamble with Jo ever again...
That cunt got free lunch at my bloody expense..mother bitch ass cunt!!! =S
And doug..killing a bird aint that bad la...
Compared to Duar screwing up his first impression with the girls..
...artificial dandruff...LoL..

ookay...time to tido..

some habits die hard...

2008-02-13T15:47:00.003+08:00

nobody said life was easy...
nobody said people never change..
well that nobody was a smartass..
sometimes habits just get carried with us...

This is so damn self-explanatory..if u don't understand, take my advice and go fuck a bar stool!
*btw i've quitted or so it seems lah*

I'm still a messy person...and i just spend too much on stuff i just end up leaving lying around in my room..

Shuffle no more!

2008-02-11T20:03:00.000+08:00

Okay...was walking around bourke st and guess whut i saw..
a fukn kid barely 10 years old wearing a PHD hoodie and phat pants..
And then it kicked me in the butt..
Shuffling is TOO FUCKING OVERRATED!!!
...
back in m'sia..its gone all commercialized and lala...compared to melb laaa...
here...kids almost half my age dress up like some wicked sik shuffler kunt!
ahh screw it im gonna stick wit clubbing and the occasional raves..

NO MO SHUFFLIN BITCHES!
NO WANNA END UP LIKE THEM LALA/KIDDY PUNKS

anyways...rambo 4...must watch
we own the night...must watch
green street hooligans...must watch
good luck chuck...another must watch

LoL...should really stop watching so many movies in a day..
gonna go watch knocked up now...
will let u know my rating for it..

btw im just killin time with crappy updates if u ever thought about it..

tekaaannnn je!

2008-02-09T18:32:00.000+08:00

Sorry bout the previous post...
gonna keep you dickshits updated on my fukn fantastic life..
my test on friday sucked balls...
well screw it anyways...so i went ballin after the test wit some fellas..
played wit the singaporean guy..and they are crap!
hopefully there are gonna be better ballers comin..

after that took a long trip home frm the city and back again..
went to sha's place..had a few "after-exam" smokes..
played with her kitten, Cubby..
then went out for lunch at some place where they served some good shit fried duck rice with preserved veggies
Oh i tell you it was GOOD!
anyways bummed around at her apartment til 7.30
watched some wicked korean movie called "Old Boy"
damn was it good..the whole movie was based on revenge..
well if you hace a weak stomach and cant stand seeing lotsa blood..
i STRONGLY RECOMMEND that you watch it.. LoL

later on met up wit some of sha's friends and headed off for the grafitti exhibition..
the pieces were fucking good....and the prices..even better..
after that went back to sha's place...grabbed a bite from hungry jacks
and then...

I got stoned...was so stoned i didnt sleep till 5 something and by then the sun was almost up..
and when i did try to sleep...cubby kept jumping on the couch i was sleeping on and walked all over me as if i was the couch...
such a slutty cat...

anyways its almost 10 now and i haven't had a bite the whole day..
gonna go make indomie baby!

Balls..

2008-02-09T11:47:00.000+08:00

Im cold..its raining..
the weather is being a total slut again..
soo bored rite now..
fuck this im gonna go sleep

just another detail

2008-02-07T17:24:00.000+08:00

It's the chinese new year and im studying my ass off..
the first time ive been studying properly since i got here..
ive got a test first thing in the morning..and im so not fucking prepared
was supposed to study at duar's place..okay wait u prob dont know who the hell is duar..
he's actually nicholas duar hence duar...seen him at accounts tution afew times
kdu guy..and the lucky bastard is going back to malaysia for cny!
anyway didnt study at all..ended up gambling..
and of all things it was cold and wet today!!
was like 15 degrees or something..

well after tomorrow im prob gonna muck around the city more often since ive got 3 days off before the main course orientation.
gonna go for a grafitti exhibition on tomorrow nite wit my cousin sha..
well she's the only cousin left in melb since the rest of them went back..
anyways cant be stuffed to write more...gonna blow my brains out now..
enjoy ur fucking new year!

late nights and sick rhythms

2008-02-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

Melbourne's night life is...FuKn SicK!!
They've got raves lasting 3 days and 3 nights...
they've got clubs till then next morning..
They've got HARD KANDY!

And if you're feeling horny..King St. is the place for you!
Or if you're living too far away from the city..
Then there is always the option of your local dodgy CLUB X!
With posters of nude chicks lining the walls and a well stocked adult-rated video rack...its just the place for some old wank to get a load off.

Got a itch to splash some cash?
There's Melbourne Central, Smith St. with nike and addidas factory outlets,
Chadstone...a massive shopping mall with an even bigger parking area...
DFO's or Direct Factory Outlets..

Anyways nuff bout melbourne...
I'll just keep the happenings short..
Just a week left for my extended course..and i now hate maths even more..
I got a new ipod and some shorts frm FCUK..(OUCH! gotta cut down on my spending)
I'm now addicted to the Ministry of Sounds..(they keep coming out with sick beats)
My room is now an even greater mess..
Managed not to skip class with Jo,Doug,Rizki and Duar for pool...
Haven't touched a fag in 2 weeks...
Met some of Nam's friends..(Nam being my sister's bf..he's viet)

OKAYYY....gonna go sleep..
sleeping is just SHIOKK O !

how far along...

2008-01-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

God its been quite while..
I just remembered a whole load of trash..
Well to sum it up...

IT HAS BEEN DOWNHILL ALL THE WAY SINCE FORM 3..

and now..im a bigger bum..
lazier, more anti-social, stupider, fatter...? i doubt so..surprisingly i didnt get fatter wtf
ciggs, alcohol, the once in a life time bong ( Note* ONCE IN A LIFETIME!)..
ive fucked quite a few years away...
my studies are getting shittier..
everytime i see my sister studying..
Its like " Fuck...she's already working and she's still studying so freaking hard.."

Great..and now my parents are spending heaps just for me to study.
Its not really any fun being here...
Ive counted roughly that they spend 500 a day just for me to sit my dumb ass in that college for me to get smart..
and that's not even including my allowance..
yet i still can afford to waste some on fags..

I feel so damn guilty rite now for skipping class to go play pool in the city...
which was meant to last a month
Ahh...talk about getting ur self-esteem getting trampled on...
I feel like shit and the persistent headache is just doing miracles for me...
Simply fantastic how i regret the last 4 years of my life...

Besides that...i haven't been eating much..cant really be bothered to eat..
I still dont understand how i still get so much energy to be able to go jogging this afternoon..
Ermm...Tomorrow is a holiday..Australia Day
All the more reason for me to screw up my routine sleeping time..

*sigh* this is some serious demoralizing shit right here..
Here's a list with all the stuff im supposed to accomplish while im stuck here
-get good grades (this is a bloody must!)
-stop wasting money
-not skip class
-stop smoking
-swear less
-buff up
-score with a hot chick *optional*

I guess that's all for now...don't wanna start goin all schitzo and fuck up my life even more...
btw...memories are such fucking problematic bitches

give me a break

2008-01-24T15:21:00.000+08:00

Tracks on repeat : Andain - Make me, Mika - Take it easy, Paul Glazby - Beautiful, Miley Cyrus - See you again, and Godskitchen Anthem CD

It really sucks when it rains in the morning, i'm stuck waiting at the bus stop all wet and miserable...
and on the way back it rains again...that's just the most fucked up thing i reckon.
To top it all off ive got this major headache..
Melbourne has got some bitchy weather.. Its supposed to be the middle of summer and its cold.
Weather aside...I'm hiding in my room and fucking shivering..
Nothing much to do since the main course hasn't begun..
I seriously cant be fucked to touch maths right now..
The things i would do to get something to warm me up...
Probably a shot or 2 of the absolut peach vodka standing so proudly in the kitchen would do the trick.
But i doubt it would go unnoticed..
I feel like a really big cheapskate..recycling the same tea bag for 2 days straight..
Its practically drained of all its flavour and yet i still keep pouring hot water into the cup so damned religiously.
Still waiting for my sis to come back with her bf...I think he's trying to sell off his Z4..
I wouldnt mind taking it for another illegal drive around the block lol.. Its the best car ive driven so far..
gonna miss it..and its not even mine..

Oh i already miss the food in malaysia..the malaysian food here is just a far cry from the real stuff back home..
Oh and did I mention that the dunhill here is way smoother compared to the malaysian one??
Anyways scratch that...don't really know what to whine about now..
HOPEFULLY there would be more hot chicks coming for the main course...
Heard from a friend that quite a number of girls frm sri kdu are coming..cant be that bad i guess lol..
The girls in the extended courses are all pigs...
Those from SG are either too fucking fat or too fucking ugly!
As for the HK girls...lets just say there is a wide variety of pork chops and they just add to the selection.
Only 1 girl frm malaysia...and she's short!!! well she's rich..but i couldnt give a fuck.
The rest of em...lets just say they just add more flavour to the already wide range of pork chops lol!

Anyways gonna catch the simpsons on tv now...
They air it everyday!!! What could i wish more for...
Oh and they have South Park on Monday nights too...
SWEET~! ohhhkayyyy ciao!

maths is a bitch and will forever be a worthless bitch

2008-01-22T19:29:00.000+08:00

Quick post...
TRIGONOMETRY IS A FUCKING PAIN IN THE ARSE!!
wait wait wait..doesnt sound right.
TRIGONOMETRY IS WORST THAN THAT!!
waittt..now this doesnt make sense..
TRIGONOMETRY IS A MOFUCKING WASTE OF TIME AND THE BIGGEST PAIN IN THE ARSE!!
ahhh shite..screw it..you should bloody well get the point ya yanks..
ciao

that's just how life can screw you over

2008-01-19T10:52:00.000+08:00

Its been raining the whole day...

The sky is as gloomy as ever..

Its cold and quite...

The same old thing keeps troubling me...

Speak bout depressing...

This is like the perfect setting for getting someone to commit suicide..

Some pics i said i'd publish up..

The sister and the dude..

The bed

The wardrobe

Outside

My favourite place..

?

The kitchen

Outside

Chill zone

Man's finest creation...the dishwasher!

krispy kreme...puts the mm in yummy!

2008-01-17T12:10:00.000+08:00

Melbourne...great place with horrible weather!
when they tell you it can have 4 seasons in 1 day..
They weren't fucking kidding!

Anyway before i get on..Lets clear something up
Aly..
No im no dead and i wont be for another 55-65 years??

Weelllll melb is great...
everything costs 3 times as much meaning its a fucking pain to stay here..
i hardly eat nowadays, smoke less.., take shorter showers, watch less tv...
you should get my drift..
The people here...well lets just say they make malaysians look like fucking degenerate trash..they are just too damn friendly..
Even i get tired of acknowledging their greetings all the time..
Graffiti is really almost everywhere...
People here drive better cars...you dont get those cheap upgraded cars like back in malaysia..
Impreza's are really common...unlike in m'sia..
Its like you either drive a good car or an average car..
And..those pimped up cars like how ppl in malaysia pimp up their myvi's and shit..
you just can't compare their fully sick branded-ass cars to a myvi anyday!!

Everything just seems much better than back in Malaysia..
Weather,people,cars...
Life here is wayyy laidback..everyone is so easy-going..
Oh and gloria jeans in my opinion...is heaps better than starbucks =S
I've got a feeling rina is gonna trash my ass whn she sees this...

Dont really know what else to write right now.
might upload some pics frm my sister's cam..
now fuck off lol

fluggen..something...

2007-12-31T13:24:00.000+08:00

The parents are at Melaka..
Dad's sentra got trashed...
Took over Mom's Sportage..
Aunt took back her Kembara...
The guy is left without a car...

*YAWNS*
Holidays fucking suck...
Let me rephrase that..
Holidays spent at home fucking suck..
Its like there's nothing to do...
Tv gets really boring if there's nothing on..
The comp..well..it has a longer life expectancy..
After that..it's all fucked up..
I can already feel a thin coat on dust on me...

It's the 31st of Dec already...
That's fast...
Still got no plans for the night...
Other than heading over to my cousin's crib for dinner..
So screwed up...
After that...
School starts and i'm off to Australia..
I seriously LOVE the laidback lifestyle in Melb..
It's gonna be good...
The weather aint too bad either..
Except for summer where temperatures can reach a toastin' 40+ degrees..
wtf..isn't that worst than malaysia?
At least they've got winter..
Where it occasionally rains hail..
For you dumbnuts who don't know what hail is..
It's bits of ice which actually were raindrops...that got frozen
Heck if you ever run out of ice just stick your cup out..

Anyways im gonna sit and rot infront of the tv..
ciao turds!

my way or the highway..

2007-12-17T11:49:00.000+08:00

Yesh aly my blog very dead la...
not much time to sit my ass down and update lar =(
seriously i've never been so occupied during my holidays..
going out and having dinners almost everyday...
what can i say...im leaving m'sia after all on jan 4 *just so u know*

afamosa was alright...only thing was there wasn't enough booze =S
genting was good..
vip suites courtesy of Datuk Lee(kaa ram's dad),
rum and coke...good shit i tell ya..
btw i love the cold...
gambling wit teck jun and kaa bin is damn good fun...
we practically robbed teck jun XD~
walking around genting at 3-4am in the morning is interesting..
kaa bin led a prostitute tour..the kid can spot one frm damn far away.
oh and i feel damn fat...must be the mcd's we had early in the morning =(

hmmm...got nothing much to say now..
im guessing this is what you call a writer's block?? wtf
as if im a writer.
ciao

*call me if ya wanna go out im fukn free*

a luxury i cant afford

2007-12-02T10:54:00.000+08:00

Going out every single day for the past 2 or 3 days really takes alot outta you...
Driving all around kl..frm bangsar to cheras then to ampang and back to bangsar!!
Not to mention the fucking hectic traffic jams that happen everyday in kl..
Well i wont be having alot of time to spend writing shit for all of you to read.
Going out to get some dvds to kill time before i go out for dinner for a 4th straight night..
The relatives frm aus are really screwing up my plans...
At least one of my aunties are going back today...
Sorry Josh if i couldnt take you out for a round of Dota or something..
Ill be down in Sydney for a visit during my hols in aus lol!
Btw..Hartamas is seriously the best place to check out hot rides..
Was sitting there around 12 and there were shitloads of Skylines, Imprezas, Rx-7 and 8s, Evos, Fairladys..Well to keep it short lets just say it almost gave me multiple orgasm lol!

anyway ciaos...CBF to write more

Ooo...blood red and red blood...

2007-11-19T21:52:00.000+08:00

Lets see...
My parents finally decided to ship me off to melb...
So that practically means yours truly wont be here after jan next year...
Haha no more ah bengs and lians as well as retarded ppl who cant have proper conversations in eng!
Hopefully there are hotter chicks over there than malaysia.. XD~~

time to do the stupid things ppl do...

~8 points bout ur perfect partner
sporting (doesnt have to be a sportsman..haha!)
talks crap
can hold his/her drink
willing to take risks
happening
fukn honest
filthy rich ? (okay lar...i might consider rich too)
sinfully atractive (this is a MUST!)

~Sexxxersss
Hot chicks ONLY (leave contact num & pic gg!)

~tag?
Nobody...

we have hap hap for??? chillzzz of course!

2007-11-07T23:30:00.000+08:00

You know what??
Staying at home is a bitch...esp when you're supposed to be studying!
I sleep half the day...and study for bout 4 to 6 hours???
Waittt...has any of you guys slept soo much that when you woke up ur back hurts??
Well i have..and i dont think is a good sign =X
Anyways...ive been so bored at home i started doing stupid stuff with a lighter?!
Ever wondered how magicians set thier palms on fire??
Wellll no i cant do that...but i can pop fire out of my hand XD
but im not gonna do it...hurts kinda fukn bad =/
and it makes ur hand stink...prob from the lighter fluid

Oh and anyone going to taylor's??
most likely im going there for alevels
..ehhh wait im not supposed to be at the comp..
ahh screw it lar...i need an extra large chill rite now =(
cant fukn wait to sit for spm man...the faster the better lol!

anyways ciaoz ppl..
gonna sleep...again

stab stab you dead mate!

2007-10-25T23:45:00.000+08:00

As Mr Mean is on vacation...Mr Very Mean is sitting in for him =)
and as part of my job requirements is to do the lousy tags i get..

7 things to do before i bite the dust...
-get laid
-go to melb for a rave
-travel around the world
-go zorbing
-sky-diving
-uhhh
-errmmm..there 7 thing d

7 things i wont do larrrr...
-kill...humans that is..
-puff the green green stuff
-be nice to joyce?
-become a typical chinese lala ah beng that speaks blokan ingaleeshiie
-stop swearing
-run around butt naked lol
-dye my hair pink?? ran out of ideas

7 things i do when im not in public
-scratch my butt like homer simpson..ohhhh yeaaa
-stare at my abnormally long alien-like fingers?
-slouch...(im in for another lecture if my sis finds out)
-daydream
-thats bout it..??

7 fav sentences/quotes??
-What's your problem man?!
-Yeah sure mate!
-eh! wait...
-kiss my ass
-see first...
-oh snap!
-and my all time favourite....wtf !

7 fav songs...
-Late Night Alumni - Empty Streets
-Benny Benassi - Sweet Dreams
-Silverchair - Suicidal Dreams
-New Radicals - Someday We'll Know
-Tiesto - Love Comes Again
-Eagle Eye Cherry - Save Tonight
-Groove Armada - Purple Haze

7 things i'll make you wish you didn't do if you did..
-Piss me off
-Bore me
-etc
-etc
-you can try to find out for yourself ya know
- =)

7 people to tag
wasted enough of my time...not gonna waste anymore..

Oh motherrr-fuccckkinggg malaysiaaaa!!

2007-10-15T14:49:00.000+08:00

Dont you wish Malaysia had more quality Dj's??
i do...
i fucking do...

Tranceglomaniac

2007-10-14T00:57:00.000+08:00

Havin a sore throat rite now..
i'm practically becoming nocturnal now...slept since sunrise till sunset.
missed breakfast n lunch...hardly eating anything for dinner..
something must going wrong..
besides that...what i thought was harmless fun is now humping my wallet dry...
anyways screw england for not winning 4-0 and ukraine for being so lousy..
and im hating myself for not betting on france...those fuckers won big time..
anyways...not gonna bore you with my frustration of losing over 500 on football..

gonna bug my dad to get me a second hand toyota celica tommorow..or some car..
my mom already agreed to pay half if my dad is getting me a car..

and Rina Ng has declared me a bitch
feeling rather proud of myself now...

anyways its bout time i go turn in...
hmmm all of the sudden ive got a thirst for some blo....
well,ciao you turds...

When you thought you've seen everything...

2007-10-02T00:42:00.000+08:00

OMGWTFMOJOJOJO! A BAXX BEARBRICK! Thats just sick...so sick i want one! =D

Dance with me, and do the cha cha cha

2007-09-30T23:57:00.001+08:00

was bored...nuff said.

awwww shyt!!

2007-09-29T10:26:00.000+08:00

Before i go on... i've learnt ONE very important lesson..
NEVER EVER EVER BET ON A FOOTBALL TEAM IF YOU DO NOT KNOW THE STARTING LINE UP...
I couldn't believe Man.U lost to a fukn cheap team! they lost to COVENTRY...
I've never even heard of that team before!!
and guess what..
I bet big on that match...
All my winnings from previous matches.. Totalling to RM 200...
GONE.. to cover bout 3/4 my loss...
Guess im just gonna have to get a new pair of sneakers whn i save enuf money =(

Anyways... been very free these few days
So i decided to go car hunting..=P
not actual car hunting lar...just looking at reviews on the net =P
anddddd here's my pick...so far
*considering the budget im getting,whether my parents would approve of a car like that..etc etc*
A Honda City, Kembara and a Myvi *just cuz linus keeps bugging me =P*

Anyway gotta see my results first =(
AWWW SHYT!!!
On another note...tonite we're gonna have some serious hap hap @ ronald's place =D
its been a while since ive had my dose of hap hap =(
and prob this is gonna be the last 1 till after spm..shyyyttt !
ok ciao...
wait...
err...
ok ciao lar...

Bad poetry, "camwhoring", posing...its fukn shit i tell ya! shit!!

2007-09-02T02:11:00.000+08:00

Okay okay..first of all "camwhoring" ?
The first time i heard bout it was when i was still a wee lil rascal... Fine not that lil larr...i was in from 3,
My cousin MR ROY LEONG / CYNICAL introduced me to it lar..mmm wait.. i mean my cousin and his friends did..
Bunch of RO KAKIS with wierd wierd names..
Well compared with a name like Cynical their names were wierd..ex: Uncle Bob...wtf much??
Why "Cynical" you may ask??
Because at that time Ragnarok Online was the hottest online game ever..
at least it was...till World of Warcraft came along and kicked its good for nothing ass aside..
and u get people creating characters named legolas just because he looked so damn cool in the movie..
and as they couldnt use the same name twice they kept adding all types of symbols to the same name..
then u get some crapped up game where half the people who were archers/hunters were named legolas..
*in some way*..
so as the RO community was made up of what looked like Sungai Wang + Petaling Street...
meaning filled with fukn ah bengs n ah lians speaking...

*puts on cinapek slang*

"DEYY VEEELYY GENNG DER INGLISHI"... !

*fucking morons*

so Cynical sounded like some *as they say*

"FLUYORRR VELYY YENGGG DERR NAMEE WOORRR"

*Now you know why Malaysia cant have english as their national language*

mmmmm enuf bout that...so okay lar...

my cousin told me bout camwhore and me seeing him acting all cute n ah beng in some of the friendster pic he posted...

well lets just say i wasnt the same after that...

and yet nowadays the term "camwhore/camwhoring" is so overused..

wait....nonono..it is TOO bloody hell overused..
and the result is people who camwhore posing like this:

Tell me, just tell me what is this world coming to??
Heck! You could practically blind somebody by forcing them to stare at pictures of girls posing with a peace sign entitled "CAMWHORES/CAMWHORING/POSERS" ahhh you get my point..
Well if you don't i might as well take a 5-foot long salami and smack the back of your head till your eyeballs fly outta their sockets!

Oh and another thing!!

BAD POETRY!!

lots and lots of bad poetry...

as if the world doesn't have enough poetry...

some retards keep churning out poetry so bad they make micheal jackson's child molestation case look like a fund raiser..

Well after reading shitty poetry for over a hundred times its easy to see how they manage to keep popping out trash like this faster than a baby with severe diahorrea !

Here is 2 simple guidelines to bring out the lousy, cheap, "EMO" poet in you :

1. Never write about anything cheerful. Remember, you are a tortured artist. BE ONE!

2. Be sure to use the following words at least once per sentence, no fewer than 50 times per poem: lament, loathe, soul, darkness, bitter, agony, despair, misery, anguish, pain, suffer, woe, hate, death, love, sultry, angel, rose, acrid and nihilism. Nihilism is a good one because it comes up all the time in normal conversations.

And here is a perfectly good example to get you started :

fire... burning... agony..

sultry shivers of a dark essence,

why am i tortured with this nihilistic existence?

bitter... darkness... despair.

notice the constant lower case? i added that touch to be unique. unique people type in lower case.

and they hell sure are unique to be coming up with high-grade rubbish poems...

ahhh im off larr..gonna go blind myself with more "camwhore/poser/emo" pics

cizo tan deri!!...(typo gao gao...ciao thanks dei!!)

Pei Lan Dou Fa Hai Kum Yeong !!

2007-08-29T23:21:00.000+08:00

Just to keep it fucking short n diabetically sweet...

Desmond Tang Tatt Mun is FUCKING GROUNDED !!!

YES

GROUNDED GAO GAO!!!

NO MERDEKA COUNTDOWN @ AH WING'S PLACE

NO PARTY @ WAI HONG'S PLACE

NO ENJOYZZZ

NO HAP HAP

NO NOTHING =(

till after SPM !?!!

HAIHHHHH!!!! Been looking forward to this shit and now i got screwed over...

And now im a sad guy cuz i don't get to witness Ah Wing showing off his cock talking skills..

MAJOR =( LA !

Life stinks. Sad but true, it is fucking dumb to get emo cause im grounded

i think ill go slit my wri........

ahh tha good ol' days...

2007-08-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

Back then, in kindergarten it was all good, yea all good. You learned simple maths where 1 + 1 = 2 and not 1+1=10, read Peter and Jane books and when it came to break time you took out a tupperware which ur mom prepared for you, usually sausages or sandwiches. Yet there were a couple of super embarassing moments when you had to put on ur mom's make up for some play and your friend would laugh at one another, telling each other how stupid they looked or when you soiled your pants because you were too scared to go to the toilet alone after one of your friends told you he saw a ghost in there.

You remember the times when your mother and father would quarrel but you always never knew the reason for each fit they threw at one another. There were times when you would stand behind the closed door of their room to make sense out of their shouts and screams and occasionally you would end up crying for them to stop. Although you were curious, you never dared to ask them about their fights.

When Power Rangers was aired on TV, you were so intrigued with it up to a point where you were even reluctant to take a shit when Power Rangers was on TV although the head of the poo nugget had already peeked out from your butthole because you thought the fat faced guy in the cylinder tank had no significant role in the show because he was so helpless that even any one of those UFO-like grey coloured weak minions of the bad guys could whoop the fat faced guy's ass (that is if he even had one). That is just how cool Power Rangers was back then.

Then there was the first day of primary school. For the first week the school would be infested with parents and other kids like you who were crying half the time for no goddamn reason! During lunch hours in primary school, Police and Thief was the best shit ever. It was the best shit ever when you were a Thief but it was the worst shit ever when you were a Police because being a Police was bloody hell tiring since there wasn't a House for you to rest. You also hated the game when you were a Police because of its stupid rules - you catch a thief, thief goes to jail, thief number two runs to the jail, thief number two touches any thief that's inside the jail and that thief is free to roam around again. It was a never ending process. Since you were only in Standard at that time, the Standard 2 kids would pick on you and most of the time you were forced into becoming a Police. You hated that. But you still played Police and Thief every fucking day because it was the best shit ever. There were also times in class where you got free lessons and you and your friends got together and played pens where you had to knock all the other pens off the table, in which you would cheat and use some fat ass-ed metal pen which would knock off all their cheap kilometrico pens off in one shot.

There were also the times where you bragged and told your friends that you had five sports cars at home, five maids, a house with twenty rooms, your own TV in your room, three Playstation consoles, twenty Gameboys and five computers at home but in actual fact you only had one Proton Saga, one maid, a house with four rooms, an alarm radio in your room, one Playstation console, one Gameboy and one computer.

Later on you remember having thoughts of how your life as an eleven year old city kid was different from kids living in villages and small towns. You played Final Fantasy VII on Playstation whilst they went skinny dipping in murky rivers and lakes. You played Dune, Command&Conquer, Starcraft and Warcraft on PC whilst they climbed Pak Din's rambutan tree to steal the fruits. You were hooked on Dragonball and Rockman comics whilst they died playing meriam buloh. You also remember that it was a trend to write in autograph books back then.Writing all your hobbies, favourite food/drink, email address, icq number(assuming you could memorize it or even know how to use it) etc, etc. You clearly remember a certain poem you wrote in one of your classmate's autograph book that went like this:

Drink hot coffee,

Drink hot tea,
Burn your lips,
and remember me.

You remember breezing through UPSR and your parents boasted about your results to all your relatives whilst you boasted about your 250 bucks to your friends, 50 bucks for each A you scored. At 12 years old, you were a dumb kid who didn't know how to splash your cash on remodelling your car, condoms, porn mags, alcohol or foosball so you saved up all of it in your trusty piggy bank to which your older sibling sneakily smashed it, stole all of it and when you questioned them about it, they told you that he/she needed to "borrow" some cash.

Then it was the first day of high school. No one soiled their pants in class like primary school. But you did soil your pants that night and it wasn't brown or black in colour; it was of a foggy white coloured translucent liquid, very much like barley water left to sit in the fridge for over a week. At that point, you realized that you became a child all over again because you bloody hell wet your pants again just like when you were 4 years old.

Although you already got a piece of plastic with your face looking all wierd, you weren't any less playful. As much as you enjoyed testing out those kung fu moves you saw on TV on your sibling, you found out that there was another game that was more enjoyable than playing timbang with bottle caps from beer bottles or playing masak-masak with dolls with your sibling. The game was that whenever you were in the showers, you almost always never missed out on aiming the shower head on your crotch because you thought that it was the best shit that had ever happened to you, even better than the time when you popped some Crackle Pops into your mouth which would start fizzing and popping. Later on, you found the game to be more effective when you choked the shit out of your faucet with your mighty righty and pounded on it like there's always a tomorrow, to which tomorrow came and you did it again..and then, and again..and again..and sometimes up to eight times a day(as voon soon told me bout a friend of his once)...and sometimes you never managed any because halfway through, someone would barge into the room and you freaked and you pulled up your trousers and you put on a straight face right away and went on pretending as if you were checking your Hotmail inbox or playing Neopets.

From then on, your life changed helluva' lot. You remember freaking out when you had a moustache growing on your pubic region and thinking that it looked like an uncooked duck with its neck still intact. You remember how your opinions about girls changed from thinking that they were disgusting and annoying competitors in class because the number one student in the class was always a girl to thinking that they were the ones who could make you the coolest guy in school because you could couple up with a girl and boast to your buddies that you've got a girlfriend. It was then when your opinions impelled your sexual urges and you soon became flirtatious towards that girl whom you thought was the best looking in the whole of Secondary 2 but in actual fact she was just mediocre because all girls without make-up are mediocre and that's why nowadays girls as young as twelve are using cosmetics just so they won't look mediocre but too bad they all look wierd just because they haven't fully developed.

You still recall how you used to steal a few glances at her during lunch time and how you used to look for excuses to exchange a few words with her. Although you were a newbie at courtship, your lack of confidence didn't hinder you from obtaining her MSN and not ICQ because ICQ's popularity was going downhill at that time due its fleeing users who were sickened by that "UH-OH", that pissant ugly fat fuck girl from school is online now and she sends me a message so I think I should go on invisible status now" annoying shit message sound. You didn't know better at that time. You really didn't because you were a fucking nOOb at flirting. You very well remember how you overused this sequence of conversation whenever you saw her online:

"Hi! Don't see you online too often nowadays. I missed you lah. You got miss me anot?"

or when she answered the phone:

"Hello! How was school today? Didn't really get to speak with you during lunch time. I missed you lah. You got miss me or not?"

to which she would always reply:

"Hehe."

and you would pause for a bit to think of something to say to her because she would never say anything else after that "Hehe."

Then there was your first girlfriend. You still remember how you coupled up with her. You asked her, "Will you be my girlfriend?", as simple as that, very much like how any pathethic, unromantic guy would ask someone to marry them by popping the question, "Will you marry me?" instead of saying, "Baobei, let's shag the shit out of each other tonight because I want to impregnate you so that we'll have no choice but to get married and live happily ever after." So, that was the stupidest way of getting yourself committed, but it was extremely effective in a noobish kind of way since both you and here were fucking noobs. She was your girlfriend and you were her boyfriend. It was only a status and nothing else happened, not even a lousy peck on the cheek because once again you were a fucking Noob (and a fucking Saibot). After two months or so, you told her that you were bored of the whole thing and said that you and her were better off as friends. She was cool with it and so it ended just like that. But some of you might have clinged on longer and when you were fed up of staring at her face most of the time you were in school, you asked for a break up and she went into EMO-MODE gao gao. And after that you avoided each other acted as if the other was some retard you did not want to be related with.

Anyways, after SPM it's a whole new story. New friends, new experiences, new life.

to be continued..

someday.

ok ciao!

lies...such a wonderful thing

2007-08-25T22:28:00.000+08:00

Lies, lies, lies, lies, lies,

Everybody does it...
All the time...
Wherever they are..
People lie..

Makes you wonder doesn't it...
why people tell lies...
Is it that hard to tell the truth till we end up telling lies...
Heck! we cant even believe what people say half the time...
people tell lies to get outta trouble..
people tell lies to cover up secrets..
people tell lies to get something they want...
people tell lies to cover up other lies...
people tell lies to protect themselves n others...

well lies are very handy..
and now...ive gotta think up of some "good" reason to go out on the 30th..
ack cant afford to miss counting down merdeka wit wai hong n the bunch of em retards =P
with the plans we got....its gonna be something wicked sick for sure..
LOL!

clubbing

alcohol

wh's empty hse

a gang of misfits

food

+ wicked tracks

- girls (yes we are a bunch of sad fucks )

--------------------------

ONE FUCKING GOOD MERDEKA CELEBRATION!!

---------------------------------

Some m(E)mo shit @ 2 in the morning

2007-08-13T01:59:00.000+08:00

Nothing else matters

So close no matter how far

Couldnt be much more from the heart

Forever trusting who we are

And nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way

Life is ours, we live it our way

All these words I dont just say

And nothing else matters...

Escape

Face down, to the ground.

I'm walking away, towards my goal. So far, so.

Eyes towards the sun, I hear. I listen.

Ever so slow, I'll take a chance.

Victory, I won't let that wheeler-dealer follow me. Time runs out.

Authority, I can't let those interferers pull me down, get one up (on me).

Face down to the ground.

Who's laughing now?

Never say never , I'm hearing you say.

Take it or leave it, I carry the key.

Face down to the ground, I'm walking away

Ever so slowly

Ever so slowly...

I dont really know why im so fucking inspirational in the wierdest of times..

Probably my way of dealing with my screwed up life's shit...

ciaos...school in 4 hours..

need some shut eye..

and its fucking monday!

dont think im gonna make it through though..

this time round...

not even my chills can save me..

pulled me in too deep,

too deep; to recover

Happy B'day Eunice..

2007-08-08T22:04:00.000+08:00

Just came back frm dinner @ Saisaki..
Celebrated Mr.Chan Wai Hor's gf birthday..
since im not in the mood to talk...ill let the pictures do most of it =.=

Mr. Chan and his girl, Eunice

Ronald Lee..

Ah wing/Nasi Lemak (hmmm no pic of his girl, Janice)

Lim Mun Cheng (him n his coloured jellies =.=)

Mun cheng was daring us to try this...by playin paper,scissors,stone =.=

His second attempt..after nasi lemak saved us by taking away the first bowl.

Ciggie break~! (for those 2 lar)

The bunch of us...

Anyways you would be surprised how lame jokes have a way of getting to you...

lol i wonder whether its the way the person tells it...or just how lame the joke is that makes it funny..

so it goes something like this... "One day a sweet was walking, it felt thirsty and drank some milk... then it became a milk sweet" wtf?!

There's another 1... "One day a bun was walking in the forest, then it felt hungry and ate itself.." double wtf lar..!?!

around 9 we ciao...after not deciding whr to go n what to do...

wwai,ronald,wh went and duk boh(play pool lar) n wai hor n the rest..err dunno whr they went lar

lazy to write d... ciao la

isn't it just disdainful the way life is?

2007-08-07T22:34:00.000+08:00

There is just a certain something about being all alone...
enveloped in absolute darkness..
the solitude...
the silence...
the cold...
the emptiness..
the fear..
such satisfaction it brings me,
pure bliss to those who have stumbled upon how gratifying it can be.

I don't have a reason..but
i just love being in that void..
the way it heightens my senses...
the way it makes me realise things...
the way i'm able to contemplate on things...

The sorrow which slowly fills me up..
trickling through a pinhole..
into my soul..
as much as it scars the fragile hearts of humans..
is just another shallow emotion..
and for that;
i seek all so desperately..
for a cure to a diesese...

In the darkness is where i truly feel alive..
everything just seems much more real...
the pain felt..truly hurts to an untolerable extent..
the lonliness..truly frightening...
the silence...absolutely nerve-wrecking..
and yet there is where i found my comfort zone,
my solace..

Yet,
i can only enjoy it for brief periods..
and then i'm thrown back into a world..
where struggles are futile ,
failure is wide spread ,
and depression runs wild.
But..depression is just a state of the mind.
still it causes so much agony.

Pain...
is just a temporary distraction...
although momentarily..
it has saved me countless of times...
countering emotional pains...
by diverting it with greater torment; physically
sometimes i wonder whether it was worth it..
in the end..it was

Till now..
as much as i yearn for you to be my saviour..
i'll just let fate decide...
and if so our paths shall cross, fates entwine..
your company will replace my solitude,
your voice will shatter the silence,
your touch will give me warmth,
your love will fill my emptiness,
your heart will give me unwavering courage,
and..
you will replace my darkness..
ultimately.

ree tar der edd...

2007-08-05T14:56:00.000+08:00

Ah...after falling sick for the second time
im getting better for the second time..
in two days...
lol must be some badass bug flying around..
cuz its owning my immune system XD~~

anyways...this idiot here..
is getting addicted to DotA all over again!
playing every night.. wit wwai n the form 4's
showing off my OMGWTFBBQ! l33t noob shit skills..
Spm is bout 3 months off..n im wasting time playing dota =.=
i know im wasting time..lol but i keep sitting here =(
n to makes things worst everytime i open the book...
i just stare at it...omg lar!

nvm that..ill just find some way to study later la!
anyways...this weekend..
was totally unproductive..
spent half my time on the computer watching hard gay!
for those sad turds out there who hasnt watched HARD GAY on YOUTUBE...
do so..
it'll be some of the funniest shit you would have ever seen
anyways...gonna go back to sleep..
ciao~! FOOO~!
HARD GAY~!! HOOO~~!
OKAY~! FOOO!~
wtf!? HOOO~!!?
ciao lar...

again...

2007-08-04T19:37:00.000+08:00

Once again...

1) Do you lie about your age?
~ occasionally lar

2) Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
~ i like gay boys...cuz they're happy..wtf

3) Do you prefer blondie or darked haired guys/girls?
~ green-haired freaks.. wtf

4) Are you currently single?
~no im double...

5) How many things in the past do you regret?
~not many..

6) Do you have a best friend?
~nope..but i do have best friends

7) What do you want to be when you grow up?
~hard gay! fooo0! nah....
maybe someone who sits in a full leather chair and tells others what to do!=D

8) Who was the last person you hugged?
errr my granma...who died whn i was 9..

9) Have you ever had your heart broken?
not gonna tell...but if u wanna know i did get my finger broken..

10) Have you ever thought about having plastic surgery?
after watching niptuck? NO FUCKING WAY!

11) Do you like your life?
~its live-able...

12) Do you shop at Macy's?
~nah...i dont like the name Macy...Zara just sounds more exotic la

13) Has one of your friends ever stole a girlfriend from you?
~wut girlfriend?

14) Has one of your friends ever stabbed you in the back?
~plenty of times...and ive stabbed them even more after that =)

15) Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
~boys..because i like gay boys wtf? hard gay~! FOOO~! wtf!?

16) How long have you had friendster?
~since...i cant remember

17) Have you ever cheated on someone?
~cheated in exam got ,cheated in monopoly got , cheated in need for speed got but not that la!

18) Has anyone ever cheated on you?
~dunno...any1 wanna be the first person to try and see what i do to you?

19) Have you ever slapped a girl in the face?
~yea but trust me she aint no girl...does that count? =x

20) What is one of your biggest fears?
~id rather u ask me in my face...

21) Have you ever skipped a class?
~pfft...in stella maris u HAVE to skip classes

22) Has anyone close to you ever passed away?
~yea...my granma, my sis, my dog which i forgot its name..=(

23) Have you every cried yourself to sleep?
~nope...but ive tried laughing myself to sleep..

24) Have you ever been able to get someone out of your head?
~was there supposed to be somebody up there?!

25) Do you believe in the saying "once a cheater, always a cheater"?
~hell yea...im still cheating in monopoly XD~~

26) Have you ever had a good feeling about something and it turned out that you were right?
~never had good feelings bout anything...doubt shall always be there

27) Do you ever wish you were famous?
~yea as famous as HARD GAY~! FOOO~! OKAY~! HOOO~!wtf

28) Do you ever wish you were a girl?
~i wish you were a girl..

tag, tag, tag, name tag!
ciao tag!

the crows n the flies...

2007-07-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

8 Random Facts About Me...

! Imma WoW addict
@ I WANT A MAZDA RX8!!!
# Enjoys driving manual cars
$ Top Class Procrastinator...
% Trance/Hardstyle junkie
^ Dyed my hair blue black n it turned out black =.= (stupidest mistake made so far)
& I sleep more than an average human
~ Girls who are tall are considered average by me (sorry for all u shorties lar..you all just dont measure up =D*)

*pun intended

tag??
ahh..tag me, tag you, tag him, tag tag?... smart tag lar!wtf

MCKL Sports Carnival?!

2007-07-28T16:13:00.000+08:00

Of all things...
Methodist College had a sports carnival...
As u know lar...stella maris being the cheap, kedekut school that they are..
send only 7 ppl for each event..
mahai methodist send 4 teams for football..
n i think stella maris played methodist all the way.. =0
as for the basketball team..
well we beat catholic high..
n got trashed kao kao 26-10 by methodist college!
they had a player taller than say keat i think..
no. 15 Darius...
the girls team went to the quater-finals before losing..
badminton im guessing we didnt win..
n ping pong...as most of u could have guessed by now..
same fate wit the rest of us lar..
anyways...

methodist college is some cheap-looking, rundown, college lar..
its looks like a fucking government school lar..
if u wanna go to a proper college...methodist college AIN'T the place for you...!

ciao ppls..sleep deprived rite now..

Pushing on and bloody hell owning!

2007-07-25T21:43:00.000+08:00

Sometimes...

wait wait...most of the time, people are so full of themselves

they dont see what nonsensical shit they do all of the time..

people get annoyed by what others do which they do themselves...

they throw the blame all over the place for the idiotic mistakes they make..

and yet...they never seem to see their faults..

typical...so typical

but some may just put up with that rubbish; be ignorant

some show their tempers,

others..i couldn't be fucked to care bout what anybody does.

if they want to think that showing their temper is gonna do any good..

sorry to say...i feel bad for them.

Life is one fucking sadistic, cruel, unforgiving game..

you're alone.

you say you've got true friends..

people who will be there whenever you need them,

people who you could count on..

people whom would support you..

to a certain extent you may just be right,

but some just don't realise..

in life you have only yourself.

when u get picked on by others..

your friends may stand up for you..

but the moment u get into deep shit, i mean real deep shit

there isnt anyone willing to risk their life for you..

to them they would rather you be better of dead

than dragging them down with you..

so much for friends..

yes yes...you may say that im wrong in so many ways..

but im also correct in that many ways..

you say friends help you up when your down ..

guess what..

who the fuck is gonna help you when you've got a gun pointed in your face!

now tell me..

just how much your friends can help you now..

they can only do so little..

although i may not know the true horrors of adulthood,

but what i do know is that..

if you're not strong enough;

you'd end up right at bottom..

survival of the fittest

you either eat..or get eaten

that's a fact

you can't tell yourself that i'll always have others to depend on..

cause you play this game alone..

and there is simply no way around it.

sai sai lup lah...wtf !

2007-07-22T23:24:00.000+08:00

Ah...wtf lar

Driving isnt all that fun anymore lar...
Fuck! Driving isnt fun whn u have to use sombody else's car..
You'll get this feeling that something bad is gonna happen and its all your fault!
cause ur the one sitting behind the wheel wat..
You're the one responsible for handling the car wat..
So your damn fault larrr..You're the one to be blamed lorr!
Eh damn farkin annoying la...not having your own car =/
I WANT MY FUCKING KEMBARA LA TIU!!!
n when i get it..XD~~

PIMP MY KEMBARA DEI!!

ah...i guess i'll be happy with a kembara for now =S
but....

I WANT A MAZDA RX8!

ITS SO HOT IT GIVES YOU ORGASMS JUST BY SITTING IN IT!!

Anyway cant afford now larr...

It's 130K ++

shit lar...gotta wait till my parents strike lottery =(

ANYWAYS...

...nothing much happening..

lazy as always,

sleepy as usual,

and its been raining alot today..

oh n driving in the rain is plain annoying...

drove to my cousins place in tmn connought..

passed by a bmw which got totaled..

front bumper missing...headlight flew somewhere...n a tyre rolled bout 50m frm the car!! 50M WEI!!XD

how was that even possible??

anyway..

lesson learned here is...

GERMAN CAR MOU YONG!!!

GERMAN MADE NO GOOD!!

NO GOOD AT ALL!

ciao..gonna pay a visit to my bed =/

Errr...huh?

2007-07-19T21:16:00.000+08:00

Pfft..kena tag twice lar..so i guess have to go on doin this =/

Layer 1: On the outside
Name: Tatt Mun
Birth Date: 16/02/1990
Current status: Single dei!
Eye colour: err brown??
Hair colour: originally black..now dyed medium brown

Layer 2: On the inside
My Heritage: chinese..!
My Fear: err...not sure larr
My Weakness: being human -.-
My Perfect Pizza: lots of cheese n with pepperoni n pineapples

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My First Thoughts Waking Up: who the fuck woke me up..
My Bed Time: before 1am on weekdays, after 1am on weekends
My Most Missed Memories:school trip to langkawi..XD

Layer 4: My Pick
Coke or Pepsi: 100 plus
Mcdonalds or Burger King: Mcking?
Single or Group-Dates: No dates =)
Adidas or Nike: BATA!!
Tea or Nestea: Teh o ais limau
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolates
Cappucino or Coffee: Neslo ais =P

Layer 5: Do you...
Smoke: extremely rarely...
Curse: cant live without swearing larr..
Take a shower: every single day
Have a crush: hmm...maybe,probably,most likely yes?!
Go to school: fuck im gonna get another 100% attendance cert!
Want to get married: in the future?
Believe in yourself: nah...i believe in
Think you're a Health Freak: my sister is a doctor so go figure =.=

Layer 6: In the past...
Drink Alcohol: maybe?
Go to the Mall: possibly?
Been on stage: yea..never wanna go up again..
Eaten sushi: likely...
Dyed your hair: ye ye..

Layer 7: Have you ever...
Played a Stripping Game: yea in langkawi =/
Changed who you were to fit in: nah..ppl change into me to fit in..wuttafuck?

Layer 8: Are you hoping to...
Get married: u already asked...

Layer 9: In a Boy
Best Eye colour: huh?
Best hair colour: it's his damn choice la..
Short or long hair: short..FTW!!

Layer 10: What you were doing...
A minute ago: scratching my head?
An hour ago: having dinner??
A half an hour ago: watching tv
A month ago: errr sleeping?
A year ago: errr sleeping again?

Layer 11: Finish The Sentences
I Love: adrenaline rushes..n cool weather..n lots more =/
I Feel: depressed all the time.. =)
I Hate: lots of people n things..
I Hide: lots of stuff
I Miss: seeing how wai hong makes a fool outta himself whn he is pissed drunk XD
I Need: someone who can turn me on?? wtf?!

simply lahhh...

2007-07-16T00:14:00.000+08:00

As predicted...my blog is slowly dying =(
I'm just too lazy to layan it so often =P
anyways..just cuz there isnt anything better to do...im gonna update it *sigh*
hmm where to start??
kk...interclass..5K kena tapao kao kao till no more kao...='(
didnt win a single event..bball...we lost to 5L by 3 points =/
futsal lost to 5L again..3-1
badminton..cuz some idiots wanted to play doubles..
lost again..i think girls we lost to 5L..
girls bball..lost to 5L...fucking again!
wtf !..i dont think ill be giving 5L correct answers for the trials /gg XD

Ahh so now..canteen day..another waste of time..
dont really know why ppl give themselves so much problems cuz of 1 day..
IT IS JUST 1 DAY!! n they stress out for 2 weeks or so just preparing or i think thats what they are doin..
god knows... =/

hmm...guess there's nothing more to whine about..
oh yea..thanks for the belt sis! its abit too loose for me now XD~
ciao ppls..

It's pure wtf-ness

2007-07-03T22:39:00.000+08:00

This has got to be the picture of the century... It's LEE KAA RAM POSING!?!

Its a dog look-alike tryung to act cute by posing like a kitten..

nuff said...im bummed already...

2007-07-02T16:57:00.000+08:00

If i could take away your sorrow,

I would.

If i could heal your wounds,

I would.

If i could make your pain dissapear,

I would.

If i could give you the strenght you needed to go on,

I would.

If i could wipe away your tears,

I would.

If i could mend your heart,

I would.

If i could make you forget the past,

I would.

If i could make you see clearly when you are blinded,

I would.

If i could show you the meaning of happiness

I would.

If i could put a smile on your face,

I would.

If could tell you the words you wanted to hear,

I would.

If i could make your fantasies come true,

I would.

If i could fulfill your heart's desires

I would.

If i could help you overcome all obstacles,

I would.

If i could give you confidence that would never falter,

I would.

If i could be there when you needed a shoulder to cry on,

I would.

If i could be there to catch you when you fall,

I would.

If i could protect you from harm,

I would,

If i could keep you warm when you are shivering,

I would.

If i could be there whenever you needed help,

I would.

If i could show you the true meaning of trust,

I would.

If i could prove to you..

If i could just express it...

If i could have a single opportunity...

I would...definitely would treasure it beyond my worldly possesions..

I would not dissapoint or deceive you,

Nor masquerade my true intentions,

That is my word..and my word i hold till death parts me from you..

A stroke of bad luck..

2007-07-01T01:07:00.000+08:00

On friday...
While driving to school...

TAYAR PANCIT !!

fucking knn suay larr...

early in the morning...gotta get my hands covered with grease!
then called my mom to pick me up halfway through changing the tyre..
then at school...kena my 4th saman..
dunno y after holidays mr liew kena me kao kao wit the bloody slips lar!

i think tat guy is on a fucking power trip lar...

On the other hand...

i've decided to get the sony ericsson p990i..

...this thing comes wit a RM1.2k price tag!!

This leaves me wit bout rm800 left to spend on all my other nonsense.... =D

Btw...my mom plans on getting me a car...most prob a kembara =D =D

but after my spm results come out =( =( =(

TARGET FER SPM : 7 A's

Almost fucking impossible lar!

sure die wan la

Oh n before i forget....

Happy Birthday Dad!!!

gonna go watch some tv before turnin in for the nite...or morning...mid morning nite lar diu -.-

ciao ppls...

There's something bout the bass...

2007-06-27T16:09:00.000+08:00

Surprisingly...
I'm ADDICTED to HARDSTYLE la...
For those ppl who dont know what hardstyle is...i say go smack yourself with a foot-long sausage larr!
HARDSTYLE is trance..but with a faster bpm la...n bass tat can sink the titanic again..wtf?!
Well i don't really know if im addicted or obsessed..
Does 3.64gb of trance,house,hardstyle,techno,etc make it an addiction or obsession..
i pun tak tahu larr..

well enough bout tat...

on to school...

our new BM teacher...pn.nabun(the rabun baboon from naboo tat eats sabun)

supposedly a principal frm some ciplak school in the middle of somewhere

who is SUPPOSEDLY "good" cant teach for fucks..

If u think ur teacher is bad...oh i beg u to reconsider larr...

half the time...no wait...99.99% of the time i cant understand the shit she tries to tell us!

she is such a fucking bore..seriously!

i'm like wtf..how can a teacher be THAT bad..

but she can be JUST THAT BAD!....or worst...

*SIGH*

Everytime she turns around, i can just imagine a knife sticking out of her head n how happy i would be seeing her dead in a pool of her own blood...

call me a sadist if u want to...i wont deny it!!

I'll just have to wait n see how much longer i can hold up with her monotonous classes...

oh...n i have to see her everyday...

fuck..it wont be long before tatt mun end's up in a mental institution eh?!

Gonna go WoW now..

ciao ppl

i need pain killers!

2007-06-20T23:17:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been plain LOUSY!
Its been quite awhile since i've had these kinda days...
Rite now i'm kinda hoping for some bloody miracle to happen =(
Well i should have seen some stuff coming..actually i've already seen it and yet i refuse to accept it..
Shit im fucking blinded...
*sigh* i guess my feelings were meant to stay locked up..
Got nothing more to say...
ciao ppl~!

busy times..

2007-06-17T00:37:00.000+08:00

Ah..finally ive got the time to save my blog frm dying out =(
*ack hem* thx for reminding me may suen =.=
Its been quite a busy week..wit the stupid inter-school accounting thingy by taylors which obviously STELLA MARIS once again did not win! *yippe*
Its not like my accounting is good anyways...so i guess the results were OBVIOUS LAR!
Anyways...despite being busy i could still find the time for some emo-ing
*sigh* never take things for granted...
Alrite...now back to bizniz..i have yet to type out my speech for the public speaking contest which to me is just wasting time..seriously who listens to these things anyway..most of the students are happily talking while u stand up there n make a complete fool outta urself..oh GREAT!
i guess tats bout all for now...

*oh n congrats to ronald...it finally worked out didnt it?*

aite nothing more to add for now...ciaoz ppl

(mt^2m)

Days tat just fly by...

2007-06-10T15:45:00.000+08:00

Went out on friday for some lil annoying brat's brithday celebration...well an early celebration that is.
Wasn't as good as expected cause linus didn't come n wai hong went off early larr..
Went bowling n caught Pirates of the Caribbean.. ive got a feeling we will be seeing more of loveable Captain Jack Sparrow...i guess =) Then we were off for dinner at some secluded thai restaurant in times square n later i got alil something for someone~
Yesterday was...*sigh* uneventful... heh ive got a good feeling tat tis blog of mine is gonna have a short-lived life... i admit...i memang seorang pemalas lar...

ciao ppls...gonna go wow now...
*will post pics soon...*
maybe..

not-so-grand opening

2007-06-06T18:17:00.000+08:00

And now, the moment you all have been waitin for *drum rolls*

* cuts red string *

* pops open can of 100 plus *

My lousy blog tat doesn't even get a proper opening!

...i thought u might wonder how the thing would turn out just refer to the pic below n imagine me instead of that freaky woman with horrible dress sense and a red ribbon instead of red string, plus a bottle of the finest champagne in place of the 100 plus...i know im stingy cause imagination doesn't cost a thing =)

*any other picture would be better than this rite?*

not ur average history textbook lah!

kaythxbai!

Fuck psych, screw bandura, to hell with horney and fuck the big five!!

doobie doobie dooo...

weeet bixxxxx !

if you've heard the rumours..

and..what a way to start the last term..

i still think if you're not thin then you're fat!!

its all about size...when it comes to fireworks!

lying in bed, sore all over..

because crispy chicken rice is the nyum-friggin-nyum!

cause there's always extra fluff..

a fallen evil..

you aint got nothing on me..so fuck you and enjoy your day =)!

less than 2 weeks..and ive got one more to go..

Malaysia..getting shittier by the moment!

Cuz my dick's like an M16 and your's is like a broken vending machine

everyone has their bad days..

my dick..is like supersized! your dick..looks like 2 fries!

Now You're Gone...im fucking happy =D

my god..im nocturnal!

if it's fitness first...then what's second?

because everyone regrets the choices they've made sometimes..

look! look! someone is reading my blog! what a loser!

*indian accent* THANK YOU! come again!

i fucking hate hamlet..

extras

just kill me lah!

bitter cold..

for the better..

and college starts again...

Of all months...

over and over

sweet ass shite!!!!

Just so rina will stop whining!

XTRAAA benefits

reasons which reason itself has no explanation

reeetardddd major thats what you are!

anything for something

what lies beneath those smiles

smashed...

Simplistic

some habits die hard...

Shuffle no more!

tekaaannnn je!

Balls..

just another detail

late nights and sick rhythms

how far along...

give me a break

maths is a bitch and will forever be a worthless bitch

that's just how life can screw you over

krispy kreme...puts the mm in yummy!

fluggen..something...

my way or the highway..

a luxury i cant afford

Ooo...blood red and red blood...

we have hap hap for??? chillzzz of course!

*stab stab* you dead mate!

Oh motherrr-fuccckkinggg malaysiaaaa!!

Tranceglomaniac

When you thought you've seen everything...

Dance with me, and do the cha cha cha

awwww shyt!!

Bad poetry, "camwhoring", posing...its fukn shit i tell ya! shit!!

Pei Lan Dou Fa Hai Kum Yeong !!

ahh tha good ol' days...

lies...such a wonderful thing

Some m(E)mo shit @ 2 in the morning

Happy B'day Eunice..

isn't it just disdainful the way life is?

ree tar der edd...

again...

the crows n the flies...

MCKL Sports Carnival?!

Pushing on and bloody hell owning!

sai sai lup lah...wtf !

Errr...huh?

simply lahhh...

It's pure wtf-ness

indian accent THANK YOU! come again!

stab stab you dead mate!